People do change, that's why you have to change too. If you are not happy with certain people, how about saying it out instead of telling others how unhappy you are? Sigh.

Anyway, my landscape test was pretty alright, I was supposed to bring a scale ruler for my friend. And I did, but like the very last minute, I decided to change my bag, coz it did not match what I was wearing, so I switched. And I did not bring a scale ruler for myself. Very clever right? But Yan Shan and Esther lend me theirs which was nice of them.(: And my practical was cancelled, coz we finished out practical exam. so after the test we could go home.

So I went to holland to get my mom her birthday present. (: and shuuu, I can't find rascal flatts at the gramaphone stall at holland. Have to go to orchard. haha. I loveee rascal flatts man. woots, and amanda found the skin video. I could not find it, but she could. haha. thanks amd. (:
I loveee my besties.

So, I hate hearing people complain about how others change and stuff. Like they have not? And the worst is, if the person complaining, actually has some issues which they do not realised. Like have a reality check.

My friend was so sweet, he told me that shayne ward was playing on the radio and reminded him of me. haha. shayne ward is hotttness, even though I dun really listen to his music anymore. haha. But I still have his songs and pictures. haha

I have decided to go back into worship leading, not co lading but leading leading. I think I took a long enough break, and that I'm ready to go back. (: So Church was kinda alright. Only sang two songs for YE, but it was alright I guess. And I think Aunty Doris shared a very good testimony today. Spoke to me in different way. Li en and Daniel was good too. Li en you are freaking funny!

Rachel, I hope my letter to you made you smile a little. I love you dear! (: Thanks ale for returning my cd! haha, sorry if i kept pestering you to return it back to me!

anyway, I hope everyone will have a great week in school. I will see you guys next sunday yea? love ya! (:

haha, you like?=p got a B+ for it, did the ribbon too, my friend from china was sitting on her stool, and started fiddling with the ribbon and she came up with this. So talented huh? I was so shocked, and she was nice enough to teach me. haha. And my teacher asked me to teach him. haha, kinda funny.

yummy, my mom made pie. It's delicious! :) haha. Who watched american idol yesterday? I thought it was freaking funny! anyway, going to do some work. see ya!

so annoying, they did not even tell me they were going in first, if I was taking bus to school, and they did not tell me, I would have been waiting at the bus stop like a fool waiting for no one. some friend eh?

anyway, presentation went really crappy. I hate school, I really wish I could go overseas and study. I have this feeling, this course is not for me.

Unaware

Forgive me if I stare
But I am taken back
That You would let me here
Regardless of my past
Oh my hands are shaking now
But I catch my breathe somehow
Oh, I am free at last

Unaware of my fears
Unaware of my shame
Nothing else matters here
But glorifying Your name
Unaware of everything
Knowing You're aware of me


Tell me how I got here
I couldn't make it on my own
Just tell me I can stay
Cause it feels so much like home
And I lose all track of time
When I look into Your eyes
Your love is all I know


Unaware of my fears
Unaware of my shame
Nothing else matters here
But glorifying Your name
Unaware of everything
Knowing You're aware of me


I'm aware I'm in a place I couldn't be
If You weren't there to call my name and rescue me


Unaware of my fears
Unaware of my shame
Nothing else matters here
But glorifying Your name

I'm unaware of all my fears
And I'm unaware of all my shame
Nothing else matters here
But glorifying Your name

I'm unaware that I still breathe
Unaware of everything
Knowing You're aware of me

practical exams was like "zzz" omg, he gave us so little time, hardly even had time to check my work. But like I gave my all, and I hope *cross fingers* I can pass.

Well, was supposed to have soil science practical today at 8am, but like my teacher cancelled it. (: so lectures only started at like hmm..12? haha, woke up at 1030, mom dropped me off at the holland bus stop, so I did not have to take 2 buses to school. So anyway, Landscape Design lecture was kinda alright, was quite surprised I did not fall asleep, was taking down lots of notes. haha.

So let me tell you this, tml after 2 hours of lectures, I have 5 hours of time to burn! wth right? I think I have to stay in school to start on the final project for Landscape design. sigh, 5 hours is like zzz, then after that, we have an one hour lecture. waste of time or what? I think it is.

Anyway, I think my sunday was the worst out of all the sundays, sarah shared a very good topic. (: other than that, I think I spoilt the sunday for myself. I should have just shut my mouth and not said anything. SORRY!! "hope you know who you are"

going back to study. see ya!
I want to watch a movie!

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Have been doing my project from 9am till now, argh man. I'm like no where near done! I did take some breaks. haha. But it's tiring to sit there and read through 30 over websites for information.

haha, had a very cute conversation with amanda about my ganglion. =p

Amanda makes me laugh man. haha! anyway, i'm fine man. Take a chill pill. The lump has not been making me feel uncomfortable anymore. (:

DARYL LOW IS BACK FROM CAMP. (: (:

SEE DARYL, TOLD YOU I'M NICEEEE. NOT LIKE YOU! =P KIDDING.

The bad news is that snd is leaving today. :( Have a safe trip dear! miss / loveya!

No school today, kinda helped me catch up with my school work.haha. and there are nice shows tonight. :) And Daniel is my new "heroes" buddy. haha. Found this youtuber with all the heroes episodes. haha. watched one already. super interesting. :)

Went down to see my precious niece, she's so so small and pretty. she is looking really weel, and my nephew is still cute as ever, he was not very nice to me when he saw me coz he was not used to me. But after he warmed up, he was willing to play his toy cars with me. (:

So after visiting my cousin, had to go home coz my mom too the car key by accident, so annoying man. Had to travel all the way back. When I got home, had to get ready to go to school for the open house. So got ready and headed down to school. Was feeling so so tried. But I had to go down for my duty. If not I might be scolded. haha.

The open house was filled with so many people! haha, but like not many people came to our course, but I can see why. But there were these few students that seem interested. Which is good. I heard from my friends, that some bunch of AC guys were being very annoying, asking stupid questions. But I did not talk to them, was with audrey! haha! she came with her friends, amanda and melody. I think her friend amanda is a super funky gal! haha. And melody is not quiet. I like people that dare to talk. :)

So we had to grow wheat grass for the open house. haha! The smell was so so bad! coz the seeds were fermenting. haha. The flies were flying everywhere! But our shift ended at 5. so after that my friend and I headed to the atrium. Then it started raining. =s I hate the rain when I'm doing stuff. And when students come and ask us questions, we had to give them this stamp thingy, and I was stamping it all over my friend's hand. haha! she told me to stamp one. But I did it' 4 more times. hahahah! it's quite funny. And we had some goo thing we could make. My friend like placed it one his hand. It's super sick but cool. haha But anyway, open house was quite alright. haha! audrey! sorry I did bring you around that much. haha! Hope the lecturer managed to tell you more about the course you like. :)

Peace people! (:

BABE! I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE HOME! MISSED YOU SO SO MUCH! (:

This is the freaking lump on my hand. =( sigh, if I wanna remove it I have to operate on it. So I decided i'm not going to do anything to it. Anyway, lessons today was kinda slow. and gardening was tiring! omg, I wanted to die man. It was sooo much digging and digging. And then planting the plants. i'm glad it's over. i'm dead tired and I have to get started on my other project. see ya!

I think This video speaks a thousand words, and it's so true. so all those model pictures might not be true. (:

Finally finished my LD project, it took lots of time, colouring and bitching from my friend and I. We had loads of arguments but at least we got it done. Really feel like tearing the paper when we thought we could not get it done. This project is so annoying! Anyway, I don't want to say anymore about it. As long as we can meet the dateline is good enough.





So for the first lesson on Friday, we had to go to clementi woods park for a site observation for Landscape design. It was raining so badly, but I did not get wet coz I cabbed down to the park. It was near NUS. The park was so flooded that we could see creatures like these frogs swimming around. I think it looks quite cute. Don't you think? haha. Anyway, our lesson ended after 45 mins, coz the rain prevented us from doing and site work. So after she spoke to us, we could go. We had like 4 hours of free time. So my friends and I decided to go to ginza plaza to eat. haha! shaunald, ginza plaza is next to the hawker centre ginza. Does it ring a bell. =p(I know your not going to read this. But ginza reminds me of you haha!) It was my first time going to ginza plaza, and it was so quiet. Like no one works there or anything. So we left for school to touch up our projects. School ended at 4 30. (: Then off to see my favourite people! woots!

We had steamboat for dinner, met shu at 6pm to take mrt to marina bay. We were like rushing there, coz we thought we would be late. So when we got there, zzzzzzz no one was there. But literary there was no one there, like maybe one or two people, but other then that, it was freaking empty, I thought that marina bay was marina square. But it was not. haha. So shu and I waited and waited and waited. Soon, ben came! haha. Then paul -> Jon-> Amanda -> Rachel -> Daniel & Valeria (correct spelling?) So we could finally go, gerald was meeting us there. when we were walking out to the bus stop, this old man, came up to us. Saying that they would give us a free bus ride to his steam boat place. haha, the bus was kinda scary. It's like those kidnapping buses, but anyway we got there. Gerald said that the place was not as good as the ones opposite the road, but anyhow we still ate at the steamboat place. I loveeed the food. haha! Daniel and Ben was a great cook with the frying thingy. haha!

And poor jon had to finish eating the prawn, I was so amazed that he poured the ice over the prawn, thought he wanted to waste the food. But he was actually cooling the prawn down so he could peel them haha! and Jon was really super funny with the crabsticks thingy. haha. Can't explain it here. Not as funny. haha! Anyway, shu and amanda know what i'm taling about. haha! and it's really funny, i can't stop laughing now. =p




So after that, we had our free ice cream. Then gerald gave us a lift home. If you ever need a ride, there is Dial-a-gerald now. haha! Great day I have to say, started off with a average day in school, but ended it with great people. haha! (:

OH OH forgot one more thing!
AMANDA IS A GREAT COOK, SHE MAKES THE NICEST BEEF. (: YUM-MY!

Why is school so stressful? I thought this semester would not be this stressful, but I think it is worst than ever.

Today's lessons were kinda alright, had 3 hours of enviromental practical, it was so slow moving and then my landscape project is killing me. But i'm so grateful to have a partner that can draw really well. (:

Anyway, we almost finished our project, just like few more things to do. I'll post the picture when we are done yea?

Anyway, I don't know why some people are so unappreciative. And nowadays, I realised I can't talk to you anymore. You have become so self centered, all I want to do, is just like not talk to you. You never listen to me. And when I say something you claim i'm being rude, but i'm just telling you facts. I just can't talk to you like last time.

Sometimes I just want to get away from all this crap.

I can't believe you are really going, I thought it was all a joke.

I had a very bad nightmare yesterday night, and it felt so real. When I woke up, I was soooo happy it was just a dream. sigh.

So anyway, had two presentation one after the other, the first one was freaking scary, and I think I did not do well, the second one was really short for me. haha. But i'm glad both are over, two less things to think about.

Had Meeting yesterday for my IS modules, and I only got home at 9 30pm, like wth. I was so dead tired, and leaving the school that late is freaking scary. There were still people there but not many, and it was the first time I saw the bus stop so empty. But anyway, we got our project done.

Amd, sorry I did not send you the pictures, I was seriosuly busy and tired. Sorry if I was being rude or anything.

So now I have 3 projects left.. =(
I know I can do it.
Shaunald and Js! Have a safe trip! you will be missed. (:

WORSHIP WAS AMAZING! Not because I led, it's because I could feel the Lord's presence and it was really strong and I know it touched other people. This was the first time when I was up there singing, and I could feel him. Like before worship began I told the Lord to help me forget about everything else and just to worship him.

And it happened.

I have never felt so good after worship, like it was amazing. It was good to see all the parents turn up for YE. (: quite glad to see parents that never attend main service.

Thanks to all my musicians! and Time for making this worship great! (: (:

School tml, hope it's not boring. :s

School was amazing! It was the best day I have ever had! I wish I could say that, but I can't it sucked quite bad.

I woke up at 10 30, and I realised I had to get ready by 11. sigh, so I got ready. At 11 30 My friend msged me telling me she's not coming to school. Like argh man! thats means I would be all alone! So I was all annoyed and stuff, so I lazed at home till it was like 12 30? then I realised class starts at 1, so I cabbed down.

went to school, and my classmates told me that we had to pass up out Landscape desgin thingy, like wth, I did not bring it. and It was at home in my file. So I had to freaking re do it. And like today, class was only 45 mins, then we could go off. Like zzz, waste 6 dollars coming to school!

Tml I don't have school, But i'm going over to my friend's house to do our project, and I'm bringing my camera, coz she claims her house is really nice and neat. haha! I hope her words are true. haha

4 more days till YE!