I'm not sure if I'm the only thinking this, maybe I'm weird. YE's spark is gone, and it's not coming back. I keep telling myself things will get better, and it will be the same as last year. It's not enjoyable as it use to be.

Worship was okay, I felt that I did not lead well, I can tell when I do well and when I don't, and this time it was not good. But like I dun know, just not enjoying YE anymore. Some ***************** is annoying me to the point I can punch the person.