I guess too much of something may not be good.

Felt kinda bad after reading Ben's blog, really sorry Ben.

Some days I really want to step away from my life because it's just too messed up, and I can't pick myself up because I have no idea what to do. And when things go wrong, I blame myself first because I always have this feeling that everyone will blame me. I thought those days will be over, but it's like coming back again. Just great!

Things this year has just been messy and everyone is just doing their own thing. People running out of things to say to each other, promises broken.

I'm glad I have God and my music to make me feel better.

I'm sorry if I got anyone upset or anything. I'm am reallyyy sorry. Maybe it is the right time to start school, when everything is so messed up, I can focus on my studies, and not care about the other things going around me, because seriously now, i'm upset and confused.

Therefore since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,

through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God.

Not only so, but we also rejoice in our suffering, because we know that sufferings produces perseverance;

perseverance, character; and character and hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has give us.

Romans 5: 1-5

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