Monday, April 23, 2007
I have been having really confused about me leading people into worship. I feel that I'm not good enough, people like Rachel, Tim, Gerald are like super good? and I'm like not here or there, the worships I lead have always been boring or something?
But like after talking to Tim, I think that he said really true things, like I can't lead people into worship if I'm not in God's presence. And I think I know where he's coming from. I have to improve my relationship with God before I can really lead people into a time of worship.
I feel better now, after listening to Jeremy camp, (thanks Gerald), this song really spoke to me.
My Desire
Jeremy Camp
You want to be real
You want to be empty inside
You want to be someone laying down your pride
You want to be someone someday
Then lay it all down before the King
You want to be whole
You want to have purpose inside
You want to have virtue and purify your mind
You want to be set free today then lay it all down before the King
Chorus:
This is my desire
This is my return
This is my desire to be used by you
You want to be real
You want to be emptied inside
And I know my heart is to feel you near
And I know my life
It's to do your will
It's to do your will
Chorus
All my life I have seen where you've taken me
Beyond all I have hoped and there's more left unseen
There's not much I can do to repay all you've done so I give my hands to use
Chorus
Anyway, I thought Hui Min's BS training was really good yesterday. It made me realised that I have been talking to my friends wrongly and like now I roughly know what to do. (:
School today, Spanish again. It was quite fun, I thought the lesson today was quite hard and I made a mistake in my test which really upset me. We learnt about colours, verbs, grammar, vocab.
SHU!! If you wanna say you are pretty, you say " Yo Soy Guapa". If you want to say a guy is handsome you say, ____<- the name es Guapo. (:
School tml, not looking forward because I highly dislike the lecturer, I really feel like writing her an email to improve her lesson. haha. (:
Okay, off to mug my head off. peace! <3
2:18 PM