We went to have lunch at Beauty World, because Yan Shan was so sick of SIM food. haha, Which was kinda true, SIM food is really getting boring. Myrtle must be really happy to hear that! Then she can finally find space to have lunch. HAHA. So the place looked so bad all the shops and eating area looked to dark and gloomy. We went to have have hawker food which was right upstairs, so empty and most of the food shops were not open.

I had Noodles, which was so horrid because of the vinegar, it was like really strong and totally ruined the taste of the food. So we were waiting for Ebellia to join us, and like we had a very loooooooooooooooooooooooong chat about constipation. And like different methods to help you feel better, which I thought was pretty interesting, but the fact that after lunch we were talking about it. Kinda gross if you ask me. haha.

Headed back to school for our last lecture. It was like raining once we were walking towards the bus stop. But like we did not get drenched. Thank God for that! (: And thank God that it rained, I was like really annoyed with the weather for being so hot.

Structure design lecture was about nails and types of fixing the poles together to form a trellis, and then at that point of time, it got me thinking. What on earth am I doing in this course. Firstly I'm bad at Biology, I can't memorise things, secondly, I have no passion in this course in the first place. I don't know if this was just a passing thought, or I finally know what my calling is. But like it keeps happening to me, I'm always slower in receiving something, and always the last one to find out things.

Right now, I'm sticking with this course because I don't want to waste my parents money, but deep inside, I'm not happy. I keep complaining and all because I'm not happy where I am now. And I'm studying something that I will have to do for the rest of my life. I want to tell my parents about this, but I know my mom will get angry at me for wasting money and stuff. But I'm going to pray about this. And ask God for directions, because right now I'm a messed up kid.

And I also want to say, anyone that I have offended for the pass week, I'm sorry. I just so happen to have this urge to apologise to people. I'm so strange. =s My dad just got me the whole series of Ugly betty. (: I lovveeee my daddy to bits! HAHA. And ale, you know the thing I was telling you about that day? Now I feel bad. sigh. ):

Random thought: I need someone I can talk to. =s

5:12 PM