I have not been blogging a lot man, no time and there is nothing to blog about. haha. I shall blog about Sunday and today.
So Sunday, service was at 4pm, can you believe it, there won't be YE for like 3 week? first it was Youth Sunday then family service and next week it's CAP! sigh, it's kinda sad I'm missing YE time. So anyway, family service was quite funny. Li en was right, I was being so negative about going to church because I thought it would be boring, but the speaker was really funny and entertaining.
You can tell that Alethea really enjoyed it, she was laughing away at everything, haha it was really funny, once she laughed I would laugh too. haha. I like the part when she said that when someone gives you something SAY THANK YOU! not "How Much?" or "What is your motive?" Just like be happy and thankful. haha.
And she said that it was kind of sad to see families not having a good relationship with your own members, it's like Titus and I, I think in a year we only spoke like 10 lines to each other? I love Titus very much, but I just don't want to show it, there is this person inside of me that wants to love him, but the other side of me is just disgusted with what he has become. But I guess I have to change, after all he's my big brother. I always see Li en and Shu en and like sometimes I wish I could have a good sibling relationship. sigh, I have to work on it soon, he's going to leave for Australia in February next year.
After service Shu en and Amanda left for dinner to celebrate Amanda's/Sara's birthday, and Li en followed, thanks man Li en for leaving me there! props to you! HAHA. Kidding=p
When Li en and Godpa came back from sending Shu and Amanda, we all left for dinner, met up with Alethea's family to have dinner at a Malay place, the food was quite okay, but a little cold, the eggs were gross but ale and Li en seemed to enjoy it, I just went straight to eat the potatoes and otahs. HAHA. Then we just sat there and talked it was quite a quiet evening but I guess it was quite okay. haha, but it was suppose to be I LOVE YOU, okay I thought it was funny, but never mind. haha. Back to Nat and Shaunald, I thought it was pretty sweet. (:
after that went home and like I realised that High school musical was on, but on channel 33(Disney) Go figure was on too, and like I wanted to watch both. haha, but in the end I watched High School Musical, haha. okay that was random but like I really could not decide. haha.
So today, Monday. Green Vision was retarded, we had a short quiz which I finished in like 20 mins, then I passed up my work and left, class started at 8, and it was supposed to end at 12. But I ended at 8 30, freaking retarded, I was telling Esther and Yan shan that if you add up all out green vision classes together, it would be one full 4 hour lesson. haha! So Esther, Yan Shan and I headed to the library to renew a book, this is the second time renewing the book, Yan Shan should just buy the book. haha!
So we were there, it was so freaking funny. Esther wanted to rent movies to watch, so we were looking and looking then we borrowed Honey and Monster in law, so then we had to print the receipt then when we got to the machine, we did not know how to use it, we pressed the buttons like over 5 times before we finally got it, and when I borrowed the honey cd, the machine ran out of paper, how unlucky! then like we had to go out to scan, so there were theses scanning machine, so prevent you from stealing, so Esther put the cds at the scanner, but it did not ring, then we thought haha, lucky it did not ring, but when she stepped out, IT RANG! haha, I could not stop laughing, it was sooo funnyy.=p Here is a picture to help you visualise it better. haha
Then we went up into one of the room to watch it on my laptop, we booked like from 9-2 pm but in the end we did not use the room because the blocked the vcd from being read on my laptop, so we went down to the movie room to watch it, it was so nice, we went to the first tv screen, but it could not work, so we moved then we started watching Monster in law, it was pretty funny, but I watched it like over 7 times, haha. And like after 10am, everyone started coming in and it was so freaking noisy I kept shhing everyone because I don't like being disturbed when I'm watching a show, I think they were quite annoyed, but I did not bother. haha.
After that I had to leave because my mom wanted me to be home, haha today was quite alright I guess, no more green vision. (: (: haha. I think i'm going to stop blogging now, have to get back to my AUTOCAD. haha, sigh, this sem sucks to the max, I don't really enjoy any of the modules.
Random Thought: It's raining! (: Xue Fen, I'm on my boat out in the ocean. Are you on yours? HAHA.
7:04 PM
Friday, July 27, 2007
Thanks Amanda, Gerald, Sandra and Nat for cheering me up. (: I feel a lot better now, I talked to my dad about quitting poly halfway, and surprisingly he did not get angry or something, he told me that I have to persevere, even though that things maybe hard I have to keep on going and he said he would pray for me.
I know it's what everyone has been telling me but like I had to hear it from my family, it really made me feel loved and blessed. I really love my daddy very much and I'm going to make him proud.
I have never felt this down before in my life, like I think this was my lowest point, and now i'm climbing my way back up. (:
Thanks amnada for comforting me though this problem, you really made me feel better, really love you very much.
Random thought: I feel like sleeping, the weather is amazing. (:
6:19 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
When I need advice, I can't get good ones.
I'm really lost and everyone around me thinks it's a joke.
I'm really really depressed right now because I don't want to make a wrong turn again
God PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME.
9:59 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
I woke up today at like 6 something to collect mt Harry Potter book, but I only left the house at 7 something so I could not see them open the doors, but anyway I got there and like I was sooooo excited.
AND THE BOOK IS SIMPLY AMAZING I LOVE IT SO SO SO MUCH.
I'm like so in love with the book right now, I was like so determined to finish reading the book so I can lend it to shu en. (: The story was filled with so many exciting things but like so many people died. :( okay will not say anything more. And i'm proud to say I read the book in 6 hours, haha and I'm really sad this is the last Harry Potter Book, I will miss it.
AMANDA'S CONCERT
Went to have dinner at TAKA thanks Gerald for the ride down to orchard. haha, we went to eat MOS burger and like the food took really long to come, and like halfway through dinner, we realised we were going to be late for the concert, and like we also had to get flowers for Amanda.
But Thank Goodness we got there in time. (:
AMANDA'S CONCERT WAS FANTASTIC, WONDERFUL AND BEAUTIFUL. Amanda, your dance was amazing and I'm very very proud of you, you danced so well and you looked so hapy dancing and it makes me happy to see you dance. Love you loads!
They invited so guest too, like from the Dance floor, haha they were pretty good. (: I thought Style from beyond was the best. haha, shall show you the video. It's a short one because I know I'm not supposed to record anything. haha.
I got to see all my old dance friends and I MISSED THEM SO SO MUCHHHH. I'm so happy that I got to see them again. (: MISS ALL YOU DANCERS SO SO MUCH. And I also got to see my primary school friends, Jie Zhen, Joanne, Andrea.
YOUTH SUNDAY TML, I HOPE IT'S FUN! (: YE ROCKS MY SOCKS!
Random Thought: I feel like reading harry potter again. (:
11:33 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
HEY YE MEMBERS! (:
FOP IS COMING UP!
WE WILL BE GOING ON 4TH AUG 2007, (SAT)
IF YOU WANT TO COME, DROP ME A TAG SO I CAN TAKE NOTE OF THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE GOING.
THANKS!
10:35 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
I woke up today feeling really really blessed, even though there are things in life right now that I'm very unsure of, I have learnt to trust God, and the feeling is amazing. I thank God for being with me during worship yesterday. I now know that if I let God take control of worship, people can worship and experience his presence
I was really scared yesterday but then Sandra prayed for me and made me feel a whole lot better, THANKS SANDRA! I have pretty amazing friends, thinking about YE makes me feel happy. It's like my last official year in YE and I'm going to make the best of it. Aunty Kar Foon said after this year, we don't come as members but as leaders. It's was quite sad because YE is my life. I spend sooo much of my time with these wonderful people and like I'M SO PROUD TO BE A PART OF YE. SO SO PROUD.
Will be joining the Young adults and I do not know what to expect, but at least I have my friends going up with me. (:
YOU ARE MY FREEDOM,
JESUS YOU'RE THE REASON.
I'M LIVING AGAIN AT YOUR THRONE
WHERE WILL I BE WITHOUT YOU
HERE IN MY LIFE
HERE IN MY LIFE
RANDOM THOUGHT: I'M HAPPY.
8:50 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA DEAREST! YOU ARE LEGAL! I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY AND THAT YOU WERE SURPRISED. ENJOY THE REST OF YOUR BIRTHDAY YEA? I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH! <3 So like we went to Amanda's house to surprise her, I love doing these things like that because it's so fun to see people's reaction. (: The party was quite okay, just that a few people were kinda annoyed that they had to pay like 2 50 for the pizza.
And like we had to leave Amanda's house early because we had worship prac, and like i'm so so proud of my worship team today because we managed to finish prac on today and like everything went quite well. (: I thank God for everything.
Church was quite alright I guess, I was kinda sleepy the whole day. HAHA. Dinner was pretty funny, ale makes me laugh so bad. HAHAHA. So like yea, I'm going to mug now. haha. BYE!
Random Thought: I LOVEEEE DANIEL RADCLIFFE.
8:33 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
HARRY POTTER WAS SOOO DISAPPOINTING! ):
I'm like highly annoying with this movie, I would only give it 2 stars out of 5, it was seriously so disappointing, the book was like x100000 better, there were characters that were not needed, and like so scenes were NOT NEEDED. I feel so crappy that that show was so bad because I was looking forward to it so badly and like in the end, it's the worst so far. The entire show was not linked at all, and like everything was so broken apart. It's nothing like the book, and like the blacking out of some scenes was annoying
The guy who directed this show was some Mexican director, news to him! NEVER DIRECT AGAIN! I think the show was too short, this book was so good that the movie totally ruined it, if I was JK Rowling, I would have felt insulted!THE KISSING SCENE WAS SOOO NOT NEEDED! 30 seconds of that stupid scene could be used when Sirius black died! When he died, there was no emotion no nothing, I could not even feel sad. It was terrible. I'm really really upset. All I can look forward to now is my Harry Potter book, which comes in 7 days.
With that said, I shall blog about today, worship prac was quite good, just that 2 people did not turn up, and I'm really sorry Jian Sheng, that you could not practice your electric, but I'm sure you will be fine tml. Tim and Li en were really helpful today, and like I'm quite happy my musicians managed to figure out the new song. (:
After prac, Li en, Sandra and Tim went off. I went to have lunch with Nat and JS, because I was trying to burn time because I had to meet ______ and the rest at 12 30 for the _____. Talked about loads of stuff some of which was quite funny and some quite interesting. haha! Then after lunch we went to the MRT then JS went a different direction from us and Nat and I went the other way, I had to stop at _____, anyway, thanks Nat and JS for helping me burn time, and thanks for coming down to prac! And Nat, take care of your cough, it sounds really bad!
So like yea, _____ was quite fun I have to say. haha loads of laughs and stuff. (: we _______________________________________________________________________________________________________
hahahaha, after that went Shu's house because my mom had Bible study at their house, studied there (tried to study). haha,
Shu and I could not stop laughing at Paul ho's msg.
I wanted to be random, so I send Paul ho a message saying : Curry Puff!
Then he replied: So I'm supposed to bring Curry Puff tml? HAHA, major funnyness!
Thanks Li en for helping me with the PowerPoint! and like we had food at Shu's house and like Shu could not keep her eyes off the chicken wings. HAHA. But yea, the food was goo stuff! (:
Random Thought: I wish I could say it out, but then it won't be a secret anymore. And like, I really really miss you. =(
11:28 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
SCHOOL IS SOO CRAZY THERE IS HARDLY TIME TO UPDATE.
I'M MISSING YE SO SOOO MUCH! =(
10:14 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
SUNGEI BULOH
Reached school like at 8 15 and Ming Jie was already there, so like waited for Yan Shan, Esther and Jonathan to come. Went to cheers to buy food to eat because I was really hungry, then we went to cross the road to get to the bus bay and like the rest of our classmates were already there, after that we had to cross back to the road because the bus was on the other side. While we were waiting, Yan Shan took us this Japanese lunchbox thing, so like I thought it was like Japanese food, and guess what was inside.
SO LAME RIGHT? HAHAHAHAH, All of us could not stop laughing, it was pretty funny I have to say. Yan Shan got me all excited for no reason. haha
We reached Sungei in like 15 mins, it was super fast I thought I could like sleep before walking the reserve. I did not know we had to pay to enter but it was only 1 dollar and the school is paying, we watched some video on the place and like then our teacher introduced us to our tour guide, I think he's gay. haha.
We saw sooo many things, loads of crabs and mud skippers haha. And like I think the place at one section looked soo emo I have to say. I took like some emo shots which I think that looks nice. haha.
The entire trip ended at like 11 30, and then we waited till 12 30 for Xue Fen to finish her German class, her teacher is really too much, my Spanish teacher never ends lesson late no matter what. haha. We had to go Queensway Shopping Centre to print our stuff, and like the people working there are like SUPER busy I have to say.
The lady that helped us, she did not know anything, but thank Goodness one guy came and helped us and like we were able to print our stuff. (: After that we went for lunch then headed home. I'm super tired now, so i'm going off. <3
Random Thought: I want to plant trees. =p
10:07 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
LONG DAY MAN!
Had a wedding lunch today, I have never been to a wedding lunch before. It's like a wedding dinner but like in the afternoon. I mean if you ask me the food was all the same. haha. So Sharon who is my cousin got married to a man called Adrian. The lunch was really beautiful, the theme was like white, and they had white flowers everywhere. The lunch was at like the Hyatt hotel, the parking was the worst ever! There was not place until like the 6 floor, we had to drive non stop. When we got there I think we were rather later because they started showing the slide show and stuff I missed it!
The food was like normal I guess, did not eat like half of it. HAHA. And I was sitting across my aunty which I could not stand because she was so fake! so annoying, she's the one that did not pay me and like she kept telling me that she would pay me back and like she kept telling me she will pay me for like 2 months? sigh, but like whatever man. And like her husband which is like my uncle was like so irritating.
The waitress like dropped a few drips of water on his shirt, and like he was so pissed he was like asking the waitress what her education level was? I mean like hello it was an accident! And he was like i'm a lawyer, then he made the waitress clean his back. like "zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz" what a disgrace! But overall the wedding was really entertaining, Adrian was so sweet he sang Sharon the song I will be here by Steven Curtis Chapman, It was so so sweet and he had an amazing voice! And his friends are super funny!
The wedding ended like at 6? And we had to leave because there was another wedding there. haha, was supposed to go the carpenters tools thingy, but it was quite last min and I was pretty tired so decided not to go. So after that had to go orchard to get Caleb's uniform because the uniform shop was just across Hyatt, and like my mom wanted to by socks from them, but like there was small spider insects crawling in it, like over 6 of them, I was sooo grossed out! AND SHU, WHY ARE THOSE ____ SOOO CUTE, MY GOODNESS! HAHAH I'M SO GOING BACK. HAHAHHAHAHA.
ANYWAY!!! ASHLEY FROM O TOWN LAST TIME IS ASHLEY PARKER ANGEL! HIS CD WAS SOUNDTRACK TO MY LIFE! I TOTALLY DID NOT KNOW IT WAS THE SAME GUY, ASHLEY ISSS SOOO MUCH HOTTER NOW! *SCREAM*
I think Live Earth is really a very good concert, and they have nice bands and singers performing, but I don't think I can stay up till in the morning to watch the entire show, really long. haha. And they are doing it for the environment WHICH IS UBER FANTASTIC. I bet all my lecturers are all watching it. haha, kidding. =p
And have you watched Justin's new video Love Stoned? It's such a nice song but the video is a waste of time I have to say.
alrighty, time for my random thought: I THINK DANIEL RADCLIFFE IS MAJOR HOTNESS. (:
AND KATRINA FROM MY KINDERGARTEN REPLIED ME, I WAS SOOO HAPPY IT TOTALLY MADE MY DAY! (:
10:58 PM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
PILATE'S WAS SOOO BAD!
I will talk about that later, will update about school first. So anyway school started at 8am, took a very nice bus ride to school, it was so quiet I could relax without getting annoyed with the people around me. Reached school at like 7 25 sat there and waited for Esther and Yan shan and Xue Fen. Then Esther told me that Xue Fen was not joining us for lecture because she overslept. haha Very good choice Xue Fen! should have followed you haha!
Lecture was like ____, everyone was being sooo againist her and she even wanted to extend the class because no one could agree with her on the timing for the field trip. But anyway, I was quite annoyed with her but after a while I felt bad. haha. I was not really paying attention to her so I started doing my trellis design and like a realised that Yan Shan and I had so much to do, but good news! WE ARE DONE! DONE DONE DONE! PRAISE THE LORD MAN! HAHA.
We had a one hour break after our lecture and like Esther, Yan Shan and I sat down to chat with the other girls in class, we had loads of great laughter, it was great that they were opening up to us because they told us so much about them, and they even said that Singapore was so boring, and like they were only here for like what? 1 year and like I have been living here for like 17 years and I'm like sick of Singapore( not the friends, just the place) I just wish Singapore was bigger! haha.
We went for tutorial lesson and it was sooooooooo weird, we had to write a story or act out on the respiration cycle. =s My English and my handwriting was like crap, but anyway we tried to make the story as funny as possible. I'll show you the picture. haha.
haha, anyway, the other groups was quite funny too! (:
So after the class, we went to eat lunch I was sooo hungry by the time the lesson was over, the Yan Shan and I had to finish or trellis design, Thanks Ming Jie for helping us with the scale and stuff! (:
Then we had to go for practical, I was having post Harry Potter symptoms which made me super hyper and like we were having so much laughter with all the weeds we had draw, hahha, it was so freaking funny. I think today was quite funny, just that the lessons were kinda ____. haha, playing with the worms and the microscope.
So at night, I had pilates with Shu En today, and like ARGH! HATED IT. I hate teachers that go there and not do anything, like hello? we are paying you. DON'T JUST SIT THERE LOOKING AT YOUR TOE NAILS! She was like on repeat mode, all she could say was like : " good, a little higher" I was so thankful when the class ended! And I'm NEVER going back to her class, it's like really screwed up. BUT WE HAD SOOO MUCH LAUGHS, weak leags, coughing sounds, black man in the carpark! FUNNY FUNNY THINGS! LOVE YOU LOADS SHU EN!
okay, I'm going to sleep now. TGIF! (:
10:39 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
HAHAHAHAHA, SHU EN I TOTALLY LAUGHED MY HEAD OFF. (that's a gross thought)
So like school today was okay I guess, had practical in the morning, I always hated Wednesdays because of the lessons in the morning. We had to do two experiments in the morning, I mean like who likes to wake up in the morning to do experiments, it's just like really tiring.
So like, we did titration for like the 16936124587215 times in school, and like the results were screwed up as ever. I mean like the plant is suppose to give off Carbon dioxide right? but it did not show any results. haha, weird but true. We planted maize seeds and some other seed and the teacher said we had to water them every single day for a week i think, sooooo annoying!
So like after class, we had an AutoCAD test, I think it went super badly for me, I could get the picture but all the measurements were seriously screwed up, super annoying! But like I just put in all the wrong measurements. I was super tired man, the test lasted for like 3 hours, my poor eyes were being tortured, what if my eye sight goes bad? Then I will be like any other people out there. hahahaha, okay kidding!
But like whatever it is, I'm glad I gt over and done with the test. I HATE TOMORROW! I HATE THE INSECT MODULE. I think my teacher is freaking last minute, and I hate last minute people, because it will totally ruin what I have planned for that day. haha. okay, I'm being weird again.
Anyway, shout out to my dearest Amanda!
CONGRATS MY DEAR FOR FINISHING YOUR EXAMS! I'M SO SO PROUD OF YOU, AND I HOPE YOU WILL ENJOY YOUR BREAK NOW. WE SHOULD STUDY MORE OFTEN TOGETHER, YOU ARE A GREAT MOTIVATOR! HAHAHA, I MISS THE ROOTBEER FLOAT!
I think 2007 is finally getting better, getting used to it now. Even though I have HORRID days, it will always get better because God will make my day!
You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand
So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You
I love you God.
RANDOM THOUGHT: I WANT TO HAVE A WORSHIP SESSION. HAHA. (:
7:56 PM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
PEOPLE IN SINGAPORE ARE VERY UNAPPRECIATIVE!
Today in the morning, I went to the toliet with my friends, then I went to the first one and I found a hand phone on the hanging thingy, then like I tried to find out who it belongs to. So I went to call like her friends to see if anyone knew where she was. So no one picked up, went to one lab to find her. Saw a guy that looks like my eye candy! HAHA, okay anyway back to the story. She was not there, so I went down to level four with Yan Shan.
Then I returned the phone, so after that we came up. Then like I realised there was a class being conducted in the lab, so I went in and I asked if there was a girl named sherryn that left her phone in the toilet. I saw her name on the key chain. So like, she was in that class! Then I was like to her" I found your phone in the toilet, You can collect it at the lost and found at level four" AND YOU KNOW WHAT SHE REPLIED ME? "Why did you put my phone at level 4, why din you just give it to me here?"
LIKE HELLO? AT LEAST I RETURNED IT. I COULD HAVE SOLD YOUR FREAKING PHONE ON EBAY! SHE WAS SOOO ANNOYING!
okay okay, will update more! HI LO CHALLENGE WAS FUN TODAY WITH SHU! (:
9:00 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
Sometimes I wish you never came back, you always have to make people feel so miserable so you will feel better. Just because some of us did something which is not even wrong you have to get all pissed. And you have to give us your freaking attitude. It's really irritating. I don't really care what you think because I don't really care much about you.
You don't rule the world.
Lesson ended early today, like at 9 30am. After that, Esther, Yan Shan, MJ, Jon and I went to the library to do our AutoCAD, this project never seems to end, every time after class we have to go to the library to finish up our project. I could tell that everyone was really stress. Yan Shan and I were like lost doing the stupid connectors for the trellis, can you imagine if Yan Shan and I were struggling with our trellis and our design was the easiest, the rest are like dying. HAHA. okay enough.
SAW MY KINDERGARTEN FRIEND TODAY! HAHA. He was like. "Hey! HI" HAHA. At least he recognised me. haha.
I'm going to continue to watch Harry Potter. BYEE!
7:57 PM
Yours Truly♥♥
Melissa Goh
7th October 1989
19+
Christian-Anglican
Youth Leader in COGS
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
HLM
Dream Job: Events Manager