Thanks Amanda, Gerald, Sandra and Nat for cheering me up. (: I feel a lot better now, I talked to my dad about quitting poly halfway, and surprisingly he did not get angry or something, he told me that I have to persevere, even though that things maybe hard I have to keep on going and he said he would pray for me.

I know it's what everyone has been telling me but like I had to hear it from my family, it really made me feel loved and blessed. I really love my daddy very much and I'm going to make him proud.

I have never felt this down before in my life, like I think this was my lowest point, and now i'm climbing my way back up. (:

Thanks amnada for comforting me though this problem, you really made me feel better, really love you very much.

Random thought: I feel like sleeping, the weather is amazing. (: