Friday, October 19, 2007
The landscape teacher asked if I'm enjoying this course, and I was like " err no, I'm going to change course when I'm done with poly" I was actually thinking if I should say that, but I'm glad I got it out and I realised many people don't like the course either. SO WHY ARE WE STICKING WITH IT? the only reason stopping me from changing course is my parents.
I think if my dad allowed me to switch course I'll be out of Singapore and studying something I like. but anyway, it is my fault for getting where I am. sucks
No school today, THANK GOD! school tmr but it's going to be a short day. I can't wait for tmr to end so Sunday can hurry come. I know I'm like totally not giving school a chance, but I seriously can't stand school. I'm always trying to enjoy it but I end up screwing it up. sometimes I wish school days will pass like speeding light and when it comes to Sunday it will be as slow as a snail.
Church is the only the place I feel at home, I guess it's hard to make good friends in poly. Because everyone already has their own friends elsewhere. I mean like I find it hard to have super good friends in poly. And when I meet new people, I'll compare it to people in church. Which is quite bad. I think I'm over dependent on my church friends, when they are not there I'll just crumble into pieces.
You're a True Friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
You talk with me now and into the night
Till it's alright again
Your a True Friend
Random thought: I miss laughing non stop.

12:06 AM