Went to catch enchanted yesterday and like it was such a nice show, it was so funny! I THINK THE WHOLE SHOW WAS RATHER FUNNY, SWEET AND PRETTY! :)

MY HEAD HURTS! EVERY TIME I COUGH IT HURTS, I'M GOING TO HAVE BRAIN DAMAGE.

ANYWAY, AMANDA I'M REALLY REALLY GOING TO MISS YOU! Just now when you said we won't see each other till church camp, I realised it's going to be super long. =( But I hope you have a great dance trip! LOVE YOU!

I'M GOING TO STUDY NOW.
I FEEL GUILTY, AND USUALLY IT WILL GO AWAY AFTER A DAY! BUT THIS GUILT IS NOT GOING AWAYYYY. It was mean, but rather funny. hmmm

Joy to the world, all the boys and girls.

Christmas Preparation has been going great so far, I'm quite pleased everyone is working so hard and most of the things are coming together.

So the Joy to the world team were trying to figure out timing for the jump, and it's quite funny because everyone starts at different timing, which brings back memories when we were practicing for CCIS, we had the same problem but managed to figure it out in the end.

Yeah, so we got the timing in the end, sorry JS if I was too hard on you. :) I better be nicer to my dance partner, later on the real day he does something different and I look like a fool. HAHAHA! I can totally picture it. =p

The Joyful Joyful team, has been doing great since forever, saw their dance last week and they are really neat and coordinated, which is GREAT! KEEP IT UP GUYS! :)

The Props crew, ale and fel, thank you so much for helping me when Joyce was not there to lead. :)

ANYWAY! I got my cds woots! Listening to it now, so far it quite nice, I wanted to get the desperation band cd, then I realised that Gerald has it so I'm just going to borrow it from him. haha.

Sigh the house is so quiet, Caleb is still sleeping, Mom and Dad went off to work and Titus is at army, I'm going to read some of my notes before I meet leps, ale and fel for enchanted. :) woots, totally can't wait to watch it.

I feel so tired now, I woke up at 4 something but I was like half awake by then, I can't sleep well these few days, too many things on my mind again. I woke up at 4 30 and I had this urge to go study my propagation notes, then I decided not to in the end. :)

Anyway, SHU, AMANDA, BEN. ONE LAST PAPER TODAY! THEN IT WILL BE ALL O-V-E-R. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? OVER!!! :) ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR LAST PAPER. YOU CAN DO IT!

Ale: Hey, cheer up alright, I know what you are going through been through it before, just need to press on and do what God wants you to do. :) love you.

OH YEAH! Welcome back to sunny Singapore Jon! :)

Babe, Cass, Amanda, Fel, Grace, Ale, Esther and those others going overseas, haveee funn! :)

alright, ending here. going to do some studying. ADIOS!

Random thought: I think this post has so many RANDOM things, hahaha

COMMON TEST WEEK IS LIKE NEXT WEEK.

I have been trying to finish the stupid genetics project, it's like due on Thursday and I have not even started on my report for her. And I'm really scared to present to her because she does not exactly like me and like our first presentation we had with her she told us we were like giving wrong information because we did on non flowering plants.

And I will always remember her saying " see now you have place wrong information in their heads" "Class, all the information you will take for this group is that micro spore in a large mass appears as a fine dust". I can't get what she said out of my head, and from that day I was always scared to enter her class. FEAR MAN! FEAR!

Anyway, PLANT PROPAGATION WAS LIKE SUPER FUN TODAY! okay, fun because Esther, Xue fen and I were like destroying the plants. We had to replant them, so we had to cut the plant into 2 parts so we used the secateurs and they were so not helping! so Esther and I decided to just rip the plant with our own hands, and instead of 2 parts, there were like 4! then we just planted everything into pots and the gave it to the teacher. hahaha

So then after that we met Ebellia and went for lunch, surprisingly the food came really fast and then we headed back to Ngee Ann, because we usually crash SIM. haha. We were like walking towards our class and then we saw Josh, the "best teacher" in the world, he should not be called a teacher more like a photocopied machine, all he does is copy notes and expect us to read up and he hardly explains anything to us.

Yeah, so anyway, we got into the class and there was like NO AIR CON. =s It was like spoilt, usually he will not even on the air con because he did not book the room, but now the air con was freaking hot! We were like dying because it was sooo hot and like we just finished plant propagation class and we were like already so hot. Then like we had one more hour before his class started so I helped Esther and Xue fen make necklaces and earrings. :) Have not done earrings for a long time I may start soon. haha

Anyway, his class sucked. I think he really sucks as a teacher. But like whatever just going to get over and done with his module and hopefully I will never get him as a teacher again.

Anyway, I'm going to put up pictures. HAHA :)

I think the camp photo of shu's group is really funny(the three guys at the side)

I have not been blogging about my life lately everything has been 3-5 words or sentences. haha, I don't know why but I just have nothing to blog about.

Anyway, school today quite alright, Mrs Rama's class was pretty alright did our work quietly and then she sat in front doing her stuff I really wish her lessons will be this relax I won't feel pressured to get things done.

So after her class, went down to the ground floor to "help out" with Red camp. It's a camp where by secondary school students will come and visit different parts of the school, so like the students came in and we were supposed to help them with plant propagation and there was nothing much to help because it was so easy. If my grandmother was there she would be able to do it too. haha

So after that went to Chinatown with Esther and xue fen. I needed to buy studs for Christmas and Esther wanted to buy supplies to make necklaces. So we took the bus 961 and it was the longest bus ride ever, I was like falling asleep on the bus then I got to my bus stop and I just realised that Caleb was on the same bus as me. Then when I looked out the window I saw the Kua sisters. HAHA.

Then after that, the bus passed Charissa house then I saw CHARISSA'S MOM! hahaha, she was walking home I think. haha, quite funny. Chinatown was pretty alright I guess, I was super tired by then so after we got our stuff went back home.

So anyway, I think I'm going to sleep soon, there is Josh's class tomorrow, I mean Josh's free period class. I don't even feel I learn anything in his class. Just a waste of my life away.

STARDUST ROCKS MY SOCKS. (:

THANKS FOR TODAY ALE, LEPS AND SHU. :) SEE YOU TOMORROW!

Random Thought: I guess I miss hanging with them, thats why I was being such a mood shit.

One band member is missing though. (:

Starfield- Filled With Your Glory

If you want the song you can get it from me. ENJOY! :)

Layer 1 : On the Outside
Name: Melissa
Birth Date: 7 October
Current Status: Married to Daniel Radcliffe. (:
Eye Color: Brownish Black?
Hair Color: Black, Brown under the sun (right Charissa) HAHA

Layer 2: On the Inside
My Heritage: Chinese
My Fears: Many things, insects, failing, performing on stage
My Weaknesses: When I see Daniel Radcliffe, I melt. HAHA
My Perfect Pizza: Thin Crust, Ham, Cheese and CHEESE!

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thoughts waking up: Sigh, School again.
My bedtime: Depends, BUT before 3am.
My Most Missed Memory: That's my secret, only I know

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds (:
Single or Group Dates: Group, I will feel more confident.
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: None.I really hate coffee

Layer 5: Do you
Smoke: No
Curse: Yeah, sometimes I can't help it.
Take a Shower: DUH!
Have a Crush: Yes and a No?
Go to school: Yeah, and I'm NOT lovin it
Want to get married: YES!
Believe in yourself: Nope, hardly believe in myself.
Think You're a Health Freak: Not really

Layer 6: In the Past
Drink Alcohol: Nope!
Gone to the Mall: Yeah, Going to the mall tomorrow!
Eaten sushi: Yeah, rice and seaweed rolled together, is that counted? HAHA
Dyed Your Hair: Nope, I love my hair colour, people think it's dyed, but alll natural baby!

Layer 7: Have you ever
Played a Stripping Game: Eww, noo
Changed Who You Were to Fit In: Yup last time but now I'm NOT GOING TO CHANGE MYSELF FOR ANYONE BUT GOD.

Layer 8: Age you're hoping to get married
God will tell me when it's time.

Layer 9: In a Guy/Girl best
Eye Color: Anything is fine with me.
Hair Color: Any colour, just not purple, pink, orange, yellow.
Short or Long Hair: Depends, guys that tie their hair in a ponytail is a big NO NO! and short is fine, but not towards a Bald head

Layer 10:
What You Were Doing A Minute Ago: Answering these questions
An Hour Ago:In the gym with Ebellia
Four and a Half Hours ago: In school having Landscape design class
A Month Ago: I guess I just started school one month ago.
A Year Ago: Loving my life, and having lots of YE outings. :)

Layer 11: Finish the sentences
I love: God, Family, Friends, Daniel Radcliffe, loads of other things, if I type it out I will never be able to finish this.
I feel: like a lost sheep, trying to find my way back.
I hate dislike: Hate is a strong word. =p But yeah, I dislike a lot of things, and if I type it out, this will never end. HAHA
I hide: a lot of things. A girl must have her secrets.

Layer 12: Tag 4 People
Shu En
Amanda
Charissa
Rachel.

Today is my cousin's birthday, my cousin wedding anniversary, Sandra's birthday and Tim's birthday.

So here goes:

COUSIN EVAN! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! I have always looked up to you because you have been so successful in your life and you have such a loving family. You are my favourite cousin and I treasure you a lot because you have been such a wonderful friend and cousin to me. You always know how to make me laugh and even though I bully you a lot you never fail to tease me back and laugh along with me.

I don't know how I'm going to survive if I did not have you as my cousin. :) You are really a blessing to me and everyone around you. You are so patient with everything and you always do things with a smile. I can never be that patient and so I'm trying to learn from you. I love you very much cousin. love!
DANIEL AND EVANGELINE! Today is your wedding anniversary, and I'm so happy for both of you, Daniel, over the years that I have gotten to know you better you have been such a great dad and cousin. You are really funny and very entertaining. I thank the Lord that you and cousin Evan has found each other. :)

Cousin Evan, I will never forget your wedding because it was so meaningful and magical. I hope Daniel and You will continue to lead a great and happy life because both of you deserve it. :) You have really been great cousins to me, and I hope your love for each other will grow each and everyday. love you!
SANDRE CHEE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST! You know you have been such a great friend to me and everyone around, I think you really have grown to be a great friend and that I'm very happy that I have gotten to know you better.

Thank you for all the times you were there for me when I was down and for always making me laugh. Thank you for talking to me when I was bored or was just not having a great day. I hope you will have a great birthday and continue to be a blessing to everyone around you. You are really such a blessing to my life and I will treasure our friendship forever. Even though we have drifted, you really made an effort to fix it and I'm really happy. :) I love you very much. HAVE A VERY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU!

TIM! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :) You have been such a great leader/friend/"shorty". Thank you for all the times you laughed at me and for teasing me that I love ______. haha, well get over it man, I like them now. HAHA, anyway. I wish you a very happy birthday and that you will continue to serve the Lord with the talents that God has given you.

You have really helped YE from where it was till like now, and I'm very happy that God has brought you into YE. Thank you for always believing in me that I can be a good worship leader, I thank the Lord for you! HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY! :) :0)

Today was a day filled with ups and downs. I have never EVER in my life been through such an emotional roller coaster. There are times I feel like giving up, there are times I get so upset I just want to kill someone, there are times I feel so sad I cry my eyes out.

Today was the day I sat on the 360 roller coaster and my ride just ended.

Today in the morning, I had no mood at all to do anything I was so sad and it was so overwhelming and I almost could not control it, I held everything in. I had to I mean it's school, I don't want to be crying my eyes out in school it will be freaking retarded and loserish. So anyway I held everything in till I got to my house lift. I was seriously on the verge of breaking down.

I got home and started doing my work, but I was unsuccessful. I could not focus on anything. So I decided to take a 30 min nap, and then I prayed to God.

And then I fell asleep.

I woke up, had grapes for dinner and then I went back to my computer. I guess I was feeling better, and like just 5 mins ago I thought about the verse I read from the Bible in the morning, the title just woke me up. It was Romans 5:


PEACE AND JOY! That was what I have been lacking for the past days I have been trying to pick myself up with my own strength, but in actual fact God's hand was already there to pick me up from all my problems.

God's timing is perfect and he knows when to do what. And all my problems was lifted off my shoulder, I feel better now. I have been praying so hard that he would help me and God answers prayers! I know God does, but today when he answered my prayers, there was something special and amazing.

Lord I'm amazed by you.

And everyday I thank God for my friends that stood by me through the toughest times.

Random Thought: I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BESTIES. ONE LAST PAPER TMR (:

Dear Lord,

I Have let you down time and time again, I have lost faith in you, I have walked away from you, Ignored you, blamed you for all the mishap in life. But you never left me, You were there for me even when I hated you, You thought me to trust you again. You were my best friend, comforter and my best friend.

Somehow, no words were needed, You just made me feel better, when I dwell in the presense with you, everything seems perfect and I wished it lasted forever. You never left me, so for that I'M NEVER LEAVING YOU. Because all I need is you, no one else but you.

This is my personal prayer to you Lord. Amen.

Today was pretty fun. :)

So went to Plaza Sing to see if I could get a Christmas present for Jon, but like I got the drum sticks not the drum pad and like I decided to cab down from home because, I knew I was going to be late to meet Sandra, Felice and Ale. So like I could not find the drum pads then I decided to go to Peninsular Plaza which was quite near New York new York.

So I took the train down then I stopped at the wrong stop, and I was like super late already but then ale replied me saying they were looking at slippers, which gave me more time to find the stuff so then I got the the place. And like omg, everywhere was like guitar, guitar, guitar stuff. And like many Malay gangsters there, hanging around. I could like smell smoke and stuff. I was so not the place for me. Then I finally saw ONE drum shop then he told me none of the shops there carried the drum pad that I wanted, so then I rushed all the way back to New York New York to meet the girls. haha. Thanks Joash for helping me. haha. And it was good exercise before dinner and it helped me know more about Peninsular Hotel. haha

Went to New York New York with Sandra, Felice and Ale for dinner. We got our seats like pretty fast and like we ordered really quickly. haha, There were like many African Americans waiters there and ale was like going crazy over them. HAHA. The people there are like really nice and the service was amazing.

We had pasta, one yankee burger and crispy dip thing. And Sandra and I bought extra drinks, they gave Sandra like the wrong drink so we got that and another free drink. haha. So our food came really fast and like we got the yankee burger which was like the biggest burger I have ever seen! haha, we like could not finish it and like it was super funny when it came because ale was like really shocked at the size of it. haha

There was this Indian guy that was like sitting across us and he gave us the shocked look when he saw us ordering the food, like whatever man, look at your own girlfriend and not at others, I really wanted to slap him.

Anyway, after dinner, Sandra and I decided to go get the free cotton candy then I realised that some of my old school friends were like one table away from us. So we brought back the cotton candy and like ale and fel started like attacking it. and some more they said they did not want to like eat it. And ale also thought that we had to pay for the cotton candy. So after we finished it, ale decided she wanted some, so like I followed her then I asked the lady if I could make it.

And she was the cutest waitress I have ever seen! She allowed me to make the cotton candy. So I was like making the cotton candy then I said "Okay, I think that is big enough." Then she was like" No, lets make it BIGGER". HAHAHA, ale and I could not stop laughing at that, and seriously speaking it turned out really big.

Then we paid for the food, it was like really cheap and like it was really good food and good company so I guess it was worth it. Then after that walked into HMV got a CD then left. After that Felice left us to go home then the rest of us went to take a bus home.

It was the funniest bus ride ever! I was sitting next to snd then ale like across us behind an old man. Then another lady went to sit next to ale. haha, so we were like busing home and then I remembered one part of the Fear factor show, so I decided to like share it with ale and snd. so here is the story:

The shows goes like this, the contestants will have to sit on a chair and they are spun around and whatever picture they land on, they will have to cut their hair according to the picture. So the guy was really scared to cut his hair because he said that his dad cut off all his hair then he realised that it did not grow back, so his dad was like stuck with no hair for the rest of his life. Then after I told that, the lady sitting next to ale started laughing along with ale and snd, it was like super cute and funny. haha. :)

So anyway, home now and there is church tmr. Hope it's fun. And i'm missing all my besties.=( Shu, Charissa, Rachel, Amanda, Li En. Sigh. And emm, I'll put pictures up when SANDRA sends them to me, which I hope is soon. HAHAHA

Random Thought: I CANNOT GO ON LIKE THIS. I'M NOT HAPPY! BUT I'M NOT SHOWING/TELLING YOUUUU. =s

Old pictures makes me laugh. HAHA. :)

ALE WELCOME HOME! :) I hope you were surprised when you saw us there and hopefully we did not embarrass you when we screamed your name. haha!

So woke up at 5 15 am because queen Sandra asked me to wake her at 5 15am, BUT the queen did not wake up till like 6 17am. haha! So then we were like running a little late, and plus it was raining, but thank goodness the students were not out yet, so Gerald drove fast enough. haha So we got there and we saw ale's parents there already the plane landed like 30 mins before we got there and like we seriously thought we missed her.


Then suddenly we saw this girl in a redish pink jacket and we knew it was ale! HAHAHA. Then we waited for them to come out, super long man! my legs were super pain. hahaha no I was kidding about the leg hurting part. But anyway, they finally came out and then we screamed "ALETHEA!" HAHAHA! and I think she will abit jet lag but I guess she was happy to see us. haha

Then we talked for a while then we headed for breakfast! went to eat near ale's house. Gerald dropped us off because he was tired. But thanks Gerald for driving us around today! :) So we had breakfast, yummy food! haha.

After breakfast, we were deciding where to go because Sandra and Felice had to go ubin and no point them going home and then going back to church. So we all went to crash ale's house. haha then Alethea started unpacking her stuff, major neat please! everything was folded up and stuff super neat, anyway after that went to read blogs, had a chat with Alethea's friend which was rather funny. haha. "soo whats are your hobbies?" HAHAHAHA

I bet ale's friend thinks I'm weird. BUT WHATEVER. HAHAHA. After lying around for hours, we left at like emm 12 30 because Sandra and Felice needed to go ubin to recce. Anyway, hope ubin was fun because I was so bored at home I went to sleep. haha

There is school tmr, SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. Christmas is drawing nearer and nearer, I'm getting worried! Esther's and Clara's costumes are not done yet. but and I hope we have enough time to send it out to get done.

I WANT TO SKIP SCHOOL TMR. =S SOMEONE PLEASE LET ME SKIP SCHOOL. =( I guess I will never enjoy poly, met my old school friend Gerald at Holland at the bus stop that day and he told me how much he hated poly, I guess I'm not the only one. haha.

AND OMG SHU, THAT BITCH THAT IS WITH DANIEL. GROSS! WTH I HOPE THEY BREAK UP! hahah, AND SHU I MISS YOU!! say hi to leps for me. THANKS!

I will run to the hiding place, draw me ever closer to look upon you face. I will run to the hiding place.

I feel really sick and tired, I tried sleeping just now but I could not sleep, was just like laying in bed but I would just not fall asleep.

So today did not meet Joyce to do costumes because I think there is nothing much to be done. So went for lunch with my parents and Caleb. I did not eat anything because I was feeling super sick and like had no mood to do anything, after lunch, parents sent Caleb off to orchard to meet his friends.

Got to church pretty early, YE feels so empty without everyone, it just feels different. So worship was alright I guess, found some parts quite hard to focus but I will not say it here. After that went for dance practise, I guess it was quite okay. I think the dancers are improving, just very shy and moves are not sharp enough. But I'm sure as the weeks pass they will improve. :)

Anyway, JON CAME TO CHURCH TODAY! :) I felt that main was kind of _______, I was already super bored, I can totally imagine how Jon felt. Anyway, Thanks for coming Jon, hopefully you did not felt weird around the youths, I suck at entertaining people. I can totally confirm that. SIGH! And thanks for sticking around the entire service! :)

One thing that pisses me off today was what a certain person said which I thought was really inappropriate, you always know the right thing to say to piss someone off. But like whatever, seriously sick of you.

After service ended, Jon cabbed home and I went out dinner with the Kuas because my mom wanted to go out with my dad for dinner, so like yeah, dinner was really short. But it was okay. :)

Keep it up O's/A's! You guys can do it, just press on for a little longer, you can do it. :)

Well, that's what happened today. I hope tmr will be a better day for me to start doing my projects and work, I have yet to start and I better get down to it.

Alethea, I miss you very much. =( It's just not the same without you.