Wednesday, November 28, 2007
LORD,
I NEED YOU WITH ME.
I'M SO SO DEPRESSED
TOO MANY PROBLEMS FOR ME TO HANDLE
TOO MANY PERSONAL PROBLEMS OCCURRING
TOO MANY THINGS TO THINK ABOUT
TOO MANY THINGS TO COMPLETE
TOO MUCH HATRED IN ME
TOO MANY PEOPLE I'M HURTING
I'M CHANGING INTO SOMEONE THAT I CANNOT BE
I'M NOT LIKE THIS
I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO LIKE THIS
IF WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BRING PEOPLE TO LORD
AND THEY LOOK AT ME
THEY DON'T SEE A CHRISTIAN
THEY SEE ME LIKE I'M ONE OF THEM
FOLLOWER OF THE WORLD.
AREN'T WE SUPPOSED TO LEAD LIVES PLEASING TO GOD?
I DON'T THINK I AM
I'M TYPING ALL OF THIS, BUT I KNOW I'LL GO BACK TO MY OLD WAYS
I ONLY SAY, BUT NO ACTIONS ARE DONE
GOD COMES FIRST IN EVERYTHING THAT I DO.
ALL MY DELIGHT IS IN YOU LORD
ALL OF MY HOPE
ALL OF MY STRENGTH
FOREVERMORE
THERE IS NO ONE ELSE FOR ME
NONE BUT JESUS
I just want to cry.
maybe it is time for church camp.
6:41 PM