2007 HAS ENDED, HELLO TO A NEW YEAR!
















Charissa! Thank you for everything! Thank you so much for helping me through all my problems, you knew what to say and you knew how to make me feel better. Thank you for listening to my problems, even though we always tease each other about things, I know that when I'm feeling down or whatever you will always be there for me.

ALEBELLYMELLYSMELLY. I LOVE YOU! You have always been there for me through all my ups and down, you have taught me how to be a better person, I know you will be always there for me and I'm truly thankful!

Thank you for always laughing at my jokes and for making me smile. Thank you for all the times you kept me company when I was bored. I hope you will have a fantastic new year, and that even though it's O level's I'm sure you will be able to do well. Thank you ale, for everything. seriously. :) Love you to bits! And one more thing, I will ALWAYS be here for you whenever you need me yeah?

Sandra:

Hey Love! Thank you for being such a funny friend! thanks for keeping all the secrets and stuff. :) Thank you for being so funny and always laughing along with me at everything. I'm really thankful that our friendship is still going strong because I really treasure our friendship. :) And I really had fun at the stay over, you always crack me up. HAHA. And you better look after your new phone!!

All the best next year for O level's I'm very sure you will do great! Have a great year! LOVE!

Rachel:

Hey Godsis! :) Thank you for being such an awesome Godsis always standing by me whenever things got tough, I know this year we went though some downs but it's alright yeah? It will make our friendship much stronger! Thank you for always laughing at all the retard things I do!


University next year! I know you will do well in university and hopefully you get into the course you want to do. Love you very much!


Felice:
Hey Fel! Thanks for being such a great help this year! Thank you for all the effort you put in to make the Christmas celebration a success! You really helped be a lot and I'm really thankful! :)



So all the best for O level's next year! :) I'm sure you will do well and hopefully you get into the JC you want!



My Cell Group:
Thank you Hazel,Bethea,Eunice,Natalie,Christine,Clara,Cherylin,Sherrill and Jeannette for giving Amanda and I such a big headache! You guys are so terrible. HAHA, Totally kidding, I'm really thankful for our cell, you girls have taught Amanda and I a lot of things.



I know you girls will grow up to be faithful servants for God. I don't know if I will be your cell leader next year but whatever it is I'm glad I got to spend 1/2 years with you girls. Thank you so much for everything! LOVE MUCH!


Cass & Drey:Cassandra: Thank you for being so funny like 24/7 you always make me laugh! Thank you for putting in so much effort for the dance/camp planning and everything else. Study hard for A's next year yeah? I'm sure you will do well. love you!



Audrey: Hey you! Thank you for putting in so much effort for the dance, sorry if I was really hard on you at times. But anyway, have fun in school yeah? It's starting soon. haha, anyway thanks for everything! :)


Daryl(buddy) & Shaunald(babe) : Daryl, You have been such an amazing friend throughout these years, I'm really thankful that I have a friend like you, thanks for all the msn chatting throughout the night and all the funny jokes of you being such a pig.




Marcus: Thanks for co leading with me at church camp, thank you for singing so well during worship and for leading so well. :)


Jian Sheng: Thank you for being such an awesome dance partner, you were really good in dancing and thank you for always playing so well for worship! :)


Darren: Omg, you look totally hot in the picture! haha, anyway thank you for being such a funny friend you have really been a great friend even though we hardly talk. I'm sure as the years pass we will be able to get to know each other better! :)


Nat: HEY! Thank you so much for being such a great friend, thank you for comforting me when I was feeling down always dropping me sms-es telling me to cheer up. I will always treasure you. thanks! :)


YE:To all the other YE memebers, I can't thank everyone of you guys but I'm really thankful that you have been part of my life. I know YE is growing each and everyday and hopefully we will be able to grow much closer in 2008 with each other but most importantly God. Thank you for all the love and everything! :)


Ebellia: Thank you so much for being so nice to everyone around you, thank you for always listening to my problems and stuff, I know I can depend on you if I ever have problems. :)


Xue Fen: Hey, thank you for being so funny! Thank you for always me discount whenever you work at haato. haha!


Esther: Hey, You have been such a funny friend, and finally we found something in common that we both dislike. haha! :)


Yan Shan: Thank you for all the nice cards you make for people, continue to draw well yeah? Take care!


Ming Jie: Thank you for always being so helpful in school, thank you for telling us where class is held and stuff. :) Thanks for always helping us when we needed help in school. :)

Rest of the class: Thank you for being such a great class, hopefully 2008 will be filled with more interesting events and stuff. :)


Daniel, Evan, Jonathan and Mark:


You guys have been such great cousins over the years, I really treasure each and everyone of you, even though we are not super tight cousins, I know that you will be there for me when I need help or advice. :) Thank you so much for everything, all your prayers and all. :)
Jon:


Clicky! You have been the most awesome friend I could ever ask for! Thank you for the time when I felt like crap and you were there to think positively and to keep me going. :) Thank you for all the fast car rides which was seriously fun and you are seriously a great driver, so stop telling yourself you suck because you obviously don't.


Thank you for all the funny conversations we had online and THANK you so so so so for trashing me at my best game! That was totally the "best" day of my life, and I WANT a re-match! Anyway, 2008 will be a great year even though you have to go army, it will be alright! :) I can never thank you enough but hopefully you know you that I'm really thankful to have you as a friend. :) will always be here for you too!

Jeremy:


Hey you! I know we totally drifted this year, like we hardly talked since July till like December. But like whatever it is I'm sure we are still friends and whenever you need a friend I will be here. :)


Vanessa:


HEY YOUUUUU!! I'm so happy that we got to do lunch this year, I really needed to catch up with you and I'm really happy that we got to talk about everything! You have been such a great friend! even though we are in different school and stuff, we still managed to pull through. Thank you dear! love much!


Alrighty, I'm going to end here. I hope 2008 will be a better year than 2007! :) God Bless everyone!

So anyway, we have been practicing like crazy for the pass weeks and like just today everything ended, it's like so many months of hard work and everything ends in 5 mins, when I saw the dancers dancing on the stage it just made me to happy, I found peace with God and I could feel that his presence was in the place.

So on sat, we came back for a full dress rehearsal and it was a very very hot day, we danced like crazy making sure all the steps were perfect and like when everything ended we went to plaza sing to have dinner.

We were like cam whoring the entire way there. haha
We were like waiting for 111 to arrive so we also went to 7-11 and took tons of pictures. haha
When we got to pizza hut we were all super hungry so we ordered 3 large pizza, 2 regular, pasta, garlic bread and chicken wings, the bill was like 100 over which was quite cheap since there were like 20 or us? haha
DANIEL LOOKS LIKE A BABY HAMSTER. HAHAHAHA. So after that Amanda wanted to get a hamster and Shu and I were trying to hard to convince her not to buy it but we failed in the end, hopefully it will live longer than the previous one. but the hamster was rather cute and the name is "fish". I came up with it, clever huh? haha.

So anyway, I was rather tired when I got back. And plus I was worrying like crap because the next day was their performance, but after leaving the rest Jon drove me around and his driving was seriously good, I mean seriously good. :)

So today, 23 December 2007, 5pm service started and like the entire church was filled with people and like the choir started singing which was rather nice to listen to them even though the song arrangement was rather strange. haha

But before that we had a prac to make sure everything was perfect and like everyone was giving out Christmas presents which was like hectic because everyone was trying to find everyone. haha. BUT THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO GAVE ME SOMETHING. :)
So prac ended and like we went to help Alethea and Felice the leaders and like kopi rabbit was scolding us for not listening to her because we were helping ale and fel then she told us to go in then she realised we could help ale and fel. zzzz

ANYWAY, the backdrop came out really really nice Shaun, Gerald, Benedict, Li en, Shu En, Elijah and who ever helped it was super pretty. :) I loved it. really!
Then we cam whore until it was time for service, took a lot of picture and Gary told me that Amanda, himself and I were all in red. HAHA, hot stuff! Gary is really funny/cool/emo. haha!
So after service we moved out into the tentage and like when the MCs asked those new comers to stand it was really amazing to see all the people that came and ale brought her friends! HAHAHA, finally get to see how they look like. :) :) :) HAHAHA

Charissa! You did an awesome job and I'm really really proud of you that you did it! we did not notice your mistakes or anything and you were seriously very natural when hosting the games, so no worries!!

The food was alright I guess and like the food came super fast! I hated that it came so fast!
PICTURES OF THE DANCES. :) SO PRETTY AND LOVELY. I LOVED IT SO SO MUCH! WOOTS TO THE DANCERS!
TO THE DANCERS: THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WORKING SO HARD FOR THE PASS MONTHS, THANK YOU FOR LEARNING THE STEPS SO QUICKY AND PUTTING IN SO MUCH EFFORT TO TRY TO PERFECT IT. I'M SO SO THANKFUL! GOD BLESS!

So after everything ended we said out goodbyes and like some of us left for supper at the roti prata and like OMG, some people can be so mean and I will not name names.

Bus-ed home with Shu, Li and Caleb was a rather funny journey home laughed like crazy. Thanks Kenneth for directly us the way to go. :)

And Sandra is super funny, we dared her to go and pick up the food when the bell rang and like she seriously did it and like Shu went to pay for her because Shu dared her, but applause to Sandra for being so brave and like you finally know our secret. HAHAHAH.

OKAY THATS IT, WILL UPDATE ABOUT CAMP WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT.

.SPYTER-MAN.

Random thought: I'm really really _______ inside but i'm trying to hold it in. _____ really ________ me. But whatever. :)

CHRISTMAS IN 1 DAY!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE. AND O-M-G I GET TO SEE MY COUSINS TMR. :) :) :) :) :)

TO YE MEMBERS:

PARTY ON THE 26 DECEMBER

AMANDA'S PLACE

TIME: 6 30PM

THEME: UNIFORMS.

Dear YE,

I'm sorry that I lost my cool yesterday. I was really stressed with the dance/dinner deco/costumes and all, and it did not help on bit that most of you guys were complaining about how the costumes looked and how it was ugly and all. Kept going on at how this looked bad and stuff, if you want to change it you do the costumes, you get the supplies. You only on thing to worry about Joyce, Fel, Ale and I have been working our butts off in getting all the details ready, you should have given more constructive comments not like "omg, this is really terrible". You think it is so easy? it's really not.

You have to know when to say what at times instead of going on and on. I just totally lost it yesterday because no one could shut their mouths, no one could be happy that we are blessed to be able to do such an event for our family and friends, everyone was so concerned that we did not look pretty/handsome enough.

I wished nothing like that happened yesterday, I was just so pissed because no one was working together and it even made me shout and Shu en, I really sorry Shu. It's bad enough that I shouted at everyone but me shouting at Shu en, that's like the worst of all because when I get angry at people and I take it out on my best friend it shows how pissed I am.

Uncle Ravi prayed for me telling that I have to keep on going no matter how tough it was and Tim told me once that I should never walk out on anything even though it was bad. But I walked out again last night because it just really pushed me to my limits and I needed to get away. So for that I apologised to my dance team for walking out.

But please, If you think it's so easy to plan an event like this you try it for yourself, you will see how stressful things get and when people around you don't help but go on complaining you will see how bad things can turn out.

ERNIE HAS LEFT FOR ARMY! =(

Went for a field trip in the morning to bollywood farms. I guess it was pretty alright because our tour guide was really funny and entertaining. :) But I'm really happy that it ended quite fast! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING JIE! I bet you got your new phone already. HAHAHA.

On my way home, I saw the bunnyyyy, I mean the hare. hahaha. So cute! I love bunnies. :)
So in the late afternoon, went to harbour front to give Ernest a farewell dinner before he went into army. So fast, feel weird seeing him go into army. But yeah we went to Spizza for dinner.

Was supposed to meet Kenneth earlier because he wanted to buy something for Ernest and like what the hell can, make me wait for an hour. Stupid!! In the end I went to meet Godma, Shu and Li at harbour front. Walked around and they were doing their Christmas shopping. :) walked and walked then Godma and Li en left and Shu and I went to wait at Macs.

Then this random guy came up to us to help him type a message on his phone. I was pretty freaked out. But shu typed the msg, he asked us to type. Mr ricky, no time to buy 4D. Then shu typed rick, then wanted to add a "y" but then the name came up as shaky, omg I was laughing so bad. It was quite funny. Then like we tried to hold it in then when he left, OMG, LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY. HAHAHAHAHA
Then MR LATE KENNETH, came then we walked to Spizza and like we sat there for so long waiting for all the "ON TIME" PEOPLE. hahahahahahahahha, then we ordered. OMG NICE FOOD SIA. :) Order 4 large pizzas and some bread thingy. I did not like the veg one and the egg one. But the PINEAPPLES were soooo sweet and nice. A certain few people at the table had a problem with the pineapples. HAHAHA. It was like how good can? haha
So after dinner, we headed to Ben and Jerry's and we had ICE CREAM! Yummy. :) We had so much ice cream, Kenneth was supposed treat me to ice cream because he was like late but in the end I did not let him treat me because I felt really bad. haha.

After that, we went to TOYS R US! Brings us back to our childhood it was pretty fun, saw lots of the toys we used to play and the new and improved ones. haha. (: Took like a million pictures there. HAHA After that we had to leave because all the shops were like closing. haha. (:So Shu's dad dropped me home. Thanks. :)

When it rains, I'm in my own world.

Now that the semester has ended, I can finally focus on Church stuff. :)

Anyway, yesterday was seriously a very long day. We had class at 10am and we has to throw away all the pots of soil and clean up all the plants which we have grown. Like about 20 pots or so? And I freaking kept slipping because the floor was filled with algae. I think I was not the only one, but like yeah, it was pretty annoying.

So after that, we had to water our plants and take down results for the growth and stuff. I don't know, I rather plant stuff then to take results. haha. The class was pretty boring and then straight after her class we had like our test, I was so dead tired by then and we still had to go for a paper. I was seriously going to sleep.

When I got to question 3, my head was already on the table. sigh. I just hope I can pass.

After that, it was LD. The best class ever! We went up to class and then when we opened the door we were sent back down to go buy notes. WHICH WE DID NOT USE AT ALL FOR THE ENTIRE CLASS?!? I think I'm really going to write in about him. I have never seen such a lousy teacher in my life. Who plays MSN and like does not teach us how to draw and all.

Like he really does not teach us how to draw, no paper to tell us to learn how to sketch. His class is a waste of time and like I don't even know how I'm going to pass. And when he gives us projects, it's really A PROJECT. He told us to design the entire park and like we have to do a million views. I mean, you give us such a big project but now teaching is needed?

I think the students should be paid to sit in his class. Because I don't think he should be paid for sitting down playing his computer.

Anyway, after his class FINALLY FREE! And I went to meet Vanessa, even though I was like really tired I still had to meet her because she is like flying off tmr. =( We had dinner and I decided to pay for her because I felt like I had to. I have not talked to her for like about 2 years but then one day she told me she wanted to meet. It made me happy that she still remembered me. :)

I told her what was happening in my life and she told me certain stuff which was so funny and really shocking! I was like shocked half of the time she was telling me things. HAHA.

So after that walked around and around, then her boyfriend came and I left because I did not want to feel extra. And then as I was leaving I got an sms from ale which made me smileeee. :)

WELCOME HOME ALE BELLY, I MISSED YOU SO SO MUCH.

Okay, that's about it. I'm like going to go down to church later to help with Christmas stuff then I have to go tampanies to source out Christmas decorations . -___________-"

To Daryl, Darren and Ben, Have fun in australia! WILL MISS YOU ALL! :)

I can't believe I woke up so early, tests are all over but it still shows that I have a lot of things on my mind that is not done.

To my special friend: I hope you are not angry. I'm really sorry yeah? Did not mean to be cold towards you but I was seriously reallyyyyyy tired and I could not focus on anything. I hope you will reply. :)

Today was a ____ day I guess. Left the house and was waiting at the bus stop then my bus came so I flagged it down then I was looking in my bag for my wallet then I realised that it was not in my bag. -_______-"

So I walked all the way home and then I got home and like I could not find it anywhere, looked till 8 20 then I realised it was on my bed. So then I walked all the way back. But God was so nice to me. :) At that moment the bus came and I boarded it. I was really early.

So then It was LD, -________________________________________-, it's just my favourite lesson ever! He made us present and like my group did not even have enough pictures, so like we took some of Ebellia's pictures but they were like all the same. So we were scared that the teacher might suspect something so I woke Jon up. I'M SO SORRY JONN, he was nice enough to help me go downstairs and take a picture of his fountain. :)

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH. :) So yeah, after that we went for lunch the food was alright I guess. Then we had class after that, lately I have not been focused on anything but me feeling better again. I totally just leave my studies aside. No mood to do anything.

After her class left for the next class. BORING. The day just was so boring I just wanted the day to end. The test was terrible, no surprise there. The teacher asked why I was so glum. And I was like "Oh, I'm tired" Then he said I won't be tired after he gave the test to me. But guess what I was. The rain was making me so sleeping.

When his class ended, Just wanted to get home as soon as possible. The rain was so heavy I was so wet and like I was freezing cold. I guess I like it when it rains when I'm at home. NOT WHEN I'M OUTSIDE.

Anyway, just two more days and I can have one less thing to worry about, going to meet Vanessa on Friday, have not seen her in like what 2 years? =s Going to meet her before she leaves on Sat. :)

Anyway, I think I had a very good talk with Daryl. He seriously woke me up. Got me back on my feet and he told me a lot of things that I was doing wrong which I think was smart advice. Someone younger than me giving me advice. SHOCKING HUH? And it's like coming from Daryl, DOUBLE SHOCKER. haha, Just Kidding. I really bother what Daryl thinks. Sometimes he really says the right thing at the right time.

Sometimes it's hard, sometimes I cry
Sometimes my heart wants to know why?
But Your yoke is easy and Your burden is light
And though my heart aching and there're tears in my eyes

Whatever my lot, You have taught me to know
It is well, it is well in my soul.

I'm still quite shocked at how that christian song relates so much to what I'm feeling now.

Sometimes it's hard, sometimes I cry
Sometimes my heart wants to know why?
But Your yoke is easy and Your burden is light
And though my heart aching and there're tears in my eyes

Whatever my lot, You have taught me to know
It is well, it is well in my soul

It's not always easy, I'm not alright right
Sometimes I do things that are wrong in Your sight
But I have decided to follow Jesus
And there is no turning back, there is no turning back

You have reached down to me, You have rescued me
And have shed Your blood for my soul
And I live now knowing that the sky and not the grave will be my goal
And just as in life, also in death this truth will comfort and console
That soon I will see Your face and hear Your voice and know that it is well

But please hold my hand, Lord, and hold on tight
Cause the road here is narrow
Yes, the road here is narrow.