Dear YE,

I'm sorry that I lost my cool yesterday. I was really stressed with the dance/dinner deco/costumes and all, and it did not help on bit that most of you guys were complaining about how the costumes looked and how it was ugly and all. Kept going on at how this looked bad and stuff, if you want to change it you do the costumes, you get the supplies. You only on thing to worry about Joyce, Fel, Ale and I have been working our butts off in getting all the details ready, you should have given more constructive comments not like "omg, this is really terrible". You think it is so easy? it's really not.

You have to know when to say what at times instead of going on and on. I just totally lost it yesterday because no one could shut their mouths, no one could be happy that we are blessed to be able to do such an event for our family and friends, everyone was so concerned that we did not look pretty/handsome enough.

I wished nothing like that happened yesterday, I was just so pissed because no one was working together and it even made me shout and Shu en, I really sorry Shu. It's bad enough that I shouted at everyone but me shouting at Shu en, that's like the worst of all because when I get angry at people and I take it out on my best friend it shows how pissed I am.

Uncle Ravi prayed for me telling that I have to keep on going no matter how tough it was and Tim told me once that I should never walk out on anything even though it was bad. But I walked out again last night because it just really pushed me to my limits and I needed to get away. So for that I apologised to my dance team for walking out.

But please, If you think it's so easy to plan an event like this you try it for yourself, you will see how stressful things get and when people around you don't help but go on complaining you will see how bad things can turn out.