Wednesday, January 16, 2008
I'm really tired.
I have been working on my Landscape Project from 1pm-1am last night. Thanks to Ming Jie for telling me an easier way to fill up the "land".Thanks for teaching me how to calculate the area and stuff. :)
Just to tell you, I did my work till 1am but guess what I'm still not done. HAHA, Fantastic Mel! haha! I'm going to finish if off later. =p
So yesterday before I went to bed, I just had something in me that wanted to hate myself and others too. Then God spoke to me, he said in this journey, we will face things we thought we will never overcome and then there are things we wished last forever. But he said, No matter how bad things have become just trust in the Me.
Then today, I guess there was still some anger and hurt but I told myself I have to put things aside and I can't be selfish, God's not selfish and we are supposed to lead a Christ like life right? So yeah.. I think I got over it.
God's Plan is perfect. I have to trust! I keep going through all these trust trials because I think God wants me to learn how to trust in Him, and he will carry me through. I thank God for giving me funny friends to cheer me up. :)
Okay, enough of all these problems, now for things I have to do:
- Finish Up BQ for Landscape
- Meet Up with Corrinee tmr
- Meet Joyce Tmr
- Study for Microsporogenisis test tmr
- Finish Up PNM project
- Do Notes for exams
- Finish the Bible Study for sunday
:)
*Edit
I'm done with my Landscape. And I was deep in thought and then the sadness suddenly came back. sigh..
2:40 PM