SO TODAY I HAD TO ATTEND SYC. :)

It was really really good I have to say, the leaders totally rock and everyone is really funny. :) Makes me really happy that I'm there and I can grow more with God there.

So Uncle David led us with the first Bible study and like he's really really funny! He told us about his background which was really cool and like he knew what to say to make us laugh and learn about God all the same time. :)

Today I learn that we have to put God first and that I should stop and think about God before doing anything in my life, like I have to seek God first. :)

YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M REALLY EXCITED TO START OFF THIS YEAR WITH SYC. :) THIS IS ONE THING IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW THAT I NEED. A PLACE WHERE I CAN JUST GO AND SPEAK MY MIND AND ALL. :) THANK YOU GOD FOR BLESSING ME WITH THIS CELL! I'M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT IT. :)

But don't worry, YE WILL ALWAYS BE MY LOVE. haha

So anyway, Today went HOUSE SHOPPING. haha, I did not want to go at first because like I hate the fact that I'm leaving farrer court. =( so we went to hazel park to meet some agent to tell us more about the place and all, and surprisingly I really like it there. :)

It has everything you can ever ask for. haha but my dad said that if he thinks God wants us there then we will be there. I HAVE TO KEEP PRAYING. :)

Can I just say something?
I'M REALLY BOTHERED BY STUFF GOING ON IN MY LIFE. SO IF I CHANGE TO BITTER MOOD PLEASE EXCUSE ME OKAY? AND I DON'T WANT TO GET ANY BITTER ANYMORE BECAUSE I'M STRESSED ENOUGH.

no one can help me, I can only help myself get over it. But thats if I want to let go. Everyone says it's easy. But seriously speaking...... IT'S FREAKING NOT EASY. =( SIGH.... WHY IS LIFE SO TOUGH.