I guess today's meeting was pretty interesting. After hearing all the experiences Mark's mom has gone through it just made me realised that my walk with God was not as good as I thought it was. And I guess I got what she was saying about how we have to commit to God.

She said that God won't tell us the end of our journey as he wants us to take steps at a time to reach the end and that God will be with us through the way, even when we face problems or situations we can't handle, at the end of it when we look back we will see why we were put through that and how it can help other people overcome it.

I guess I kind of knew why I was placed through what I gone through and that God did show me at the end of it his plan and how it was best for me.

I think that I should learn how to just tell God and commit everything to him and that if I don't get what I want I should still thank God that he placed me where he placed me for he knows it's best for me.

So I think if we are going through tough times and we feel like giving up we should just pray wholeheartly to God and let him guide you step by step. Because the only time you can see his directions is when you are walking with him side by side.

We should try our very best to follow God. Just pray and he will guide you.