I have not blogged about my life in so long, and I really miss my best friends. =(

Anyway, I have been stressing myself with work and the projects keep piling up and I just wish I had more help and that people will offer to help. Because if no one says anything I would just do it by myself. But like yeah, my Landscape group is really good, everyone is working hard but what is bothering me is the number of essays that I have to write.

My goodness, someone save me from this mess. I just hope that at the end of this I can get good grades, I need to maintain my gardes or get higher in order to secure a place in aust. I'm like writing my essay half way and I decided to take a little break from everything.

Was talking to my dad just now and we were just catching up, updating him about everything. I like such talks, and like it never ends up in a fight or whatever. :)

I feel like having drinks at coffeebean or starbucks and just sit with like my besties and laugh at everything. I miss them so much, not talking to them makes me feel so distant from there. And poor Amanda is sick again! Don't worry best friend! I have been praying for you.

Yeah so right now all I can think of is getting my essays done and all. Must stay focus.

My brother just talked to me, it nice talking to him too! :) hahaha And I kind of miss him. sigh. =(

alrighty, back to work.

School has seriously been hectic! I have no time to do the things that I love to do, everything just keeps piling up and like I keep telling myself that I'm running out of time to finish things.

Today we just got another assignment and it's about stereotyping and I have no idea what was happening in class today, the lesson past really quickly though, like I remember going into class and the nest min class was over. If anyone can find a video for me stereotyping anything to do with physical appearance, can you tell me. :)


But this year seems quite good so far, I am excited for Hillsong, Bali trip, Church Camp,Finishing up poly. I know I maybe going though "hell" not but I have to keep going on in order to reach my goal in going Australia.

I'm going to work hard so I can repay back all the money my parents spent on me for my education and all, they really gave up so much for me and I have to repay them back one day, that day WILL come.

Anyway, after class we went to Mount faber Park to do some research there and like I think the park is pretty nice just that it's really steep and if you go on weekdays, you gotta climb up the hill and I was wearing the wrong attire, like totally wrong ( Heels and a skirt). We manage to ask some couple about Mount Faber Park and all, and I guess we took some pictures and all then decided to go home.

I got home and I slept from 6-8, woke up and felt guilt and started on my work again, I have like so many things to do. I hope the LD work will be able to continue designing the park, so many little things to do, I have like, 1 Herb and Spices Project, 1 MFP project, 1 Sterotyping project, 2 upcoming test, 1 weed picking project. I'm suffering!!

I still have to prepare for my Alpha talk and like driving test in May, this is crazy! But I can do it! :)

XXL AMANDA! :(

I think it's seriously officially over. I can't believe this

School has started for me, today was the first day. It was pretty alright the first class was quite interesting we have a very nice teacher called Micheal and he is such a shy person but he is still able to teach.

We were split into groups and like it was the most awkward moment, no one said anything so there was this guy that tried to start the ball rolling then Xue Fen started contributing too which I think it kind of broke the ice around everyone.

I decided to present because no one offered and like after I presented about different forms of mass media, one guy called benedict and he started being all "MR KNOW IT ALL" and like it kinda got me annoyed and I wanted to punch his face. He started getting all annoying through out the class. If he annoys me next time I'm going to freak.

The second class was a nightmare, it's about politics and like I have no idea half the time what is going on. =s

But anyway, I'm quite happy with how I spent my holiday. It was really a holiday, I like spending time with my churchmates and going to Bintan was the best idea we ever came up with. :)

Now I can't wait for church camp, and I think i'm going Bali. haha!

PLANETSHAKERS AND TIM HUGHES WORSHIP CONCERT!

I HAVE NEVER HAD SO MUCH FUN AT THEIR CONCERT BEFORE! :)

Shu and I started if the day with walking from our Botanics to the orchard one and walk all the way back, we walked like crazy and like I think it was seriously productive! We walked for like an hour and a half non stop and like at first it was raining then we decided to just walk in the shelter, but then God was good and cleared the weather for us to go walk. :)

After that about 1 something 2, we went to Amanda's House so we could look through her powerpoint for Sunday's Alpha course and like I think she did a really good job, slides are pretty and main points were explained really well. :) Then we started to be retarded, we took hats and I took Amanda's Prom Queen crown and we started taking pictures. hahaha, it was rather funny! Shu and her GANGSTA LOOK!Then, Amanda took frost and started carrying her like a baby and like she kept telling Shu and I how cute she was then she went to her mom and her mom was like I know la! HAHA.After that, we went to Holland V to have tea before going to church we had tea at the coffee club and like we met Li En and Shaunald there the food came like really quickly and I loved the drink amd bought. haha! Then after that we headed of to church to take the bus down to the expo. And I was quite pleased with people coming on time. :) Then we headed off as expected and we reached there the time I wanted to and like we got there we lined up.Nice Picture right? =pSo then we got there and I thought, crap! does everyone have like the pirority seating? then I thought we had to line up like really long but we only lined up for a few minutes then after that we could go in already and I have to say I think we got pretty good seats! last year we were sitting right on top this time we were like 20 rows away from the stage. You may think 20 rows is quite far but we were pretty close. haha. :)

Went out on Monday to watch the movie untraceable and to "celebrate" Kenneth's farewell. HAHA. So anyway the movie was G-R-E-A-T! I loved it. Sorry to everyone in the theatre because I was being really noisy because I was so scared if something sudden happens. HAHA. =p But like I wished the ending was better but it was still good! it gets like 3.5/5 :)
After that we headed downstairs to creep but according to Kenneth the way you pronounce it is the same way you pronounce creep (to move slowly with the body close to the ground, as a reptile or an insect, or a person on hands and knees)

It was so freaking funny, can't stop mocking him for saying creep and freaking gerald says the same as Kenneth does! HAHA!
So after " moving slowly with the body close to the ground" we walked over to Taka to meet Paul and Rachel so that we could have dinner. We went to walk around first and we went to some shop across Art Friend and Amanda was so cute, she was so addicted to those Music boxes and like, I laughed so hard when Amanda went to cashier and ask the lady to get the music box that plays "Someday My Prince Will Come" then I was like oh, Shu has that. Then she paused and was like dang! wanted to get it for her. HAHA. =p

After that we went to get Kenneth's Card then we walked to Crystal Jade.
The Guys were seriously cam-whoring more than the girls! HAHAShu and I shared dinner and we only needed to pay like 7 bucks. HAHA. Can you say Cheap? HAHAThen Gerald Got Shu and Kenneth a Cake, because it was Shu's birthday the day before and for Kenneth because he was leaving for army. Anyway, took his video of shu and like I could not stop laughing Gerald asked Kenneth to go to the cake too, then shu was like" Why? It's not even his Birthday" HAHAHA, CAN YOU SAY SELFISH? I was laughing like crazy! HAHAAfter having dinner and all, Gerald sent Amanda home then we all went bowling. I have to say it's the fastest bowling game ever, we played like 2 1/4 game in an hour and like the scores were really high. haha! I had fun that day. :)Tuesday:

Went over to Kenneth house for like a while because we were supposed to go watch Shaun play in a football match. So Shu and I bused there so his area and like there were some miscommunication problem because we dropped one stop later and like we were lost then we decided to call Kenneth and like he said just look right in front of you and there is my house.

So Shu and I looked in front of us then we started laughing like crap because it was like a forested area and like everything around us was so freaking funny, there was some ID card of some Indian man which was really funny. Then there was this line of trash bags which I can't stop laughing at. Then nearby there was this area filled with sand. looked like Egypt! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

We got to his house then we had Macs because Kenneth forgot to ask his maid to cook then we played the magnetic game which was really funny, we each won one game. Then Kenneth had this really cute cupboard and like OMG, KUA SHU EN AND KENNETH YEN DAMN BAD LA. GO LOCK ME IN. Shu also made me eat this cheery tomato and like omg, never felt so gross before. HAHAHAHA, Nearly puked.

After his house we were heading towards the game then Shaun called to say it was cancelled. then we decided to go kallang and like the place was really empty. It was raining like crap and like Kenneth and I walked over first then we decided to leave Shu on the other side. It was really funny. HAHA.

But anyway, the Kallang area was quite okay, there is a new cinema, new ice skating ring pretty cool I guess. haha! After that, Shu had work so we cabbed to Holland and like we had Ice cream again, then headed home. haha!

Hey BEST FRIEND! I have known you like almost all my life and I think of friendship has grown so much and that I know I can always go to you if I need someone to talk to. You have always been there for me and I want you to know that I will treasure you and I hope our friendship will continue to grow more and more each year!

Well today does not seem like a great day for me.

1. Poor Amanda is still unwell, have been praying for you to get well! :)
2. Could not catch Untraceable because Amanda was not feeling well ( No ones fault)
3. Wanted to cut my hair, found out my hairdresser quit. -__-
4. Have not gotten any confirmation for the Bus Company.
5. School is starting

The only good thing that happened today was that I asked for rain, and it did. So praise God for that!

I don't know why I keep screwing up, just really hurt me when others are not happy and all. =(

Amanda please get well, miss you loads too. =(

Today was such a tiring day!

So in the morning went to meet Shu En, and we walked from our Botanics side to the Orchard side, it was freaking tiring! Walked for an hour then we decided to walk home. We were trying to catch leaves and like something funny happened.

There was this path and there were tons of leaves then we tried to catch then I saw this "black leaf" and I ran towards in thinking it was a falling leaf then when I got closer it was a freaking moth! and I ran the other direction! HAHA, Shu and I were so freaking funny, we went to the evolution garden and there was this stupid part like with lots of plants and like so many freaking insects and we were like, we have to run across it so we can get out! then we freaking ran! HAHA. I kept screaming at every insect I saw and like I ever heard a bee in my ear and I freaked! HAHA

So after that super good exercise, went back to Shu place and like She invited me to go SPCA with her friend, and Kenneth came too, since he wants to be a vet. So we got there and like I have never remembered the place looking so run down and like it smelt so bad, like burnt dogs or something. But like when you enter and you see the animals in the cages you just feel really sad and you just want to adopt them all. sigh, I feel like getting a kitten, rabbit and dog. haha. :)

After that Kenneth, Shu and I went to Mos burger for lunch because Kenneth and I were like freaking hungry! We ate our food and we sat there talking about everything under the sun, freaking talked for like 2hours and 30 mins! But I enjoyed it, I like catching up with friends and of course I like talking. HAHA.

Then we left for Holland and like we wanted to take a bus but we realised that it will take an hour so we trained down and we cab from queenstown to Holland if not Shu will be very late for work. Kenneth and I decided to go to this special edition shop and like look at shoes so that when we got to cold rock Shu will be able to serve us. HAHA. We spent like 2 mins finding the door to the shop. HAHA, freaking funny! We nearly walked into the wrong door to browhaus and like when I found the door freaking Kenneth did not believe me and he was being such a lame shit. HAHA

After that went to cold rock and I had BUBBLEGUM! :) Kenneth had some lemon thingy with cookies and cream? there was this new girl working at cold rock, some English girl and she seems nice, she smiled at me and all. HAHA. :)

Anyway, I enjoyed today! I love talking with friends, just sitting there and talk recalling old memories, okay maybe only Shu and I were recalling Kenneth could not remember anything it was like just Shu and I talking about old times and Kenneth telling us I can't remember anything la. HAHA!

UNTRACEABLE TMR WITH AMANDA AND SHU! :)
WOOTS, BETTER CHECK TIMINGS.
I LOVE MY LIFE NOW, I HAVE NOT BEEN HAPPY FOR A LONG TIME! :)