I have no idea why I'm still awake at this time. I seriously can't sleep. The medication that I'm on is supposed to make me really sleepy but it seems to be doing the totally opposite.

Well lately school has been eating into my life and I have no more time to spend with the friends because I'm always so busy with school stuff. It's like I can't even find time to have fun, and even if I do find time when I'm out, I can't help but worry at all the work I have to complete when I get home.

So like just now at about 10 30pm, I was really really sleepy. So I like laid in bed till like 11 30 then I could not sleep. So I tried all the different methods to fall asleep, usually I would count sheeps or like play music. But nothing worked.

Then I tried to think about school work, but it just got me even more stressed out. Then suddenly the plant list popped into my mind and like I went down the list mentally and I got stuck at the plant Episcia cupreata and like I could not remember the family name, so like I got up to find my plant list and like checked the family name then I went back to bed. (I know some of you might think I'm strange) haha

Then 30 mins later, I got stuck at the same plant again, so I got up, on the lights to checked for the family name. But this time I made sure I remembered it. I think now I know why I can't sleep, I have so many things on my mind I can't sleep in peace. Sometimes in the middle of the night I would suddenly wake up because I have so many things that needs to be done.

I was supposed to send my group leader a file tmr morning, but like I could not wait to do it tmr so I got up and send her the file. I don't like things piling up in my life and I don't like doing things last minute. The more I type all this the more I realised that I'm really strange. HAHA.

Anyway, back to school tmr. I guess my fever is dropping. I checked it just now and it was 38.2. It was like 38.4 in the morning, hopefully tmr won't be so draining because I seriously might faint if I'm being overworked. haha! I kind of enjoy this sem, even though it's really hectic, it is helping me keep my mind of personal feelings and emotions. Like the only time I start "emo-ing" is when I'm taking breaks and all. But usually now they last for like a few minutes then it's back to work.

Lots of things happening in May:

1. Alpha Weekend away
2. Dragon Boating
3. Hillsong United Concert [still can't believe we are going:)]
4. Speaking for Alpha on the 25th
5. Submission of Projects (27th May)
6. Presentation of Projects (30th May)
7. Practical Test for Turf Mang( (29th May)
8. Basic Theory Test (21st May) <- LIKE FINALLY!

Packed like CRAZY! I need to get through this month and hopefully I can enjoy my June holidays in peace. :)