I'M NOT VERY HAPPY WITH THE TRAILER BECAUSE THEY HARDLY SHOWED MY BABY. BUTTTTT NOVEMBER!!!!!! OMG I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT!!!!
10:16 PM
GOD HAS BLESSED ME TODAY! AND I AM TRULY GRATEFUL TO WHAT HE HAS GIVEN ME.
I think God is trying to show me something, he has given me a chance to learn and to see if this is what I really want to do for the rest of my life.
So yes, today we got out attachment posting and I got into a company that does mainly weddings but they do Christmas, Chinese new year functions. Can you imagine how happy I felt! Like I felt that God was really giving me a chance to do something I enjoy. :) I'm going to take it up and do my best and hopefully by the end of it I will be able to see if I want to go over Australia to continue in that line.
Even though I will be alone at that company and even though it's a pretty far away place, I'm still thankful and I will do my very best.
I have to say even though I have been going down to Suntec for the pass 3 days, it was quite fun. Every single day was something different. So today I had duty with Chin Hong and like he kept wanting to do his work but every time he started someone would come and visit our booth and ask questions.
So many people came swapping by to our booth because they were so impressed with the Vertical green and the desktop gardens. So our duty ended at 1pm and like I was quite surprised it ended to early, after that had lunch then went to meet Ebellia and Yan Shan to go in because they had duty and I was waiting for Shu, Leps and Ale to come by. :)
So Leps and Ale reached first and we walked around a bit at the orchid section and I prefer level six where there are the bigger displays but we walked around till Shu came. So after Shu came by, we walked around looking at plants, shops and all and like there were some pretty arrangements which was just beautiful.
I really loved the garden near the stage and I really wished my Garden would look like that next time if I do ever get a garden. It was so English-ish which makes it so attractive. :) Another of my favourite design was the orchid Rainbow even though it did not win anything I really loved it. haha A lot of the Singapore Entries won a couple of prizes and some or them were really pretty. After we walked around level 4, we went up to where the Fantasy Gardens were and I was seriously in love with many of the designs. :) The intricate designs were seriously amazing and the way the flowers were placed was really interesting. Singapore won one of the Best designs along with Japan too, but to me I think the Singapore was more interesting and it had a meaning behind it which is very important.
Another thing I loved about Level 6 was this! THE BENTLEY CAR! I seriously LOVED LOOKING AT IT. I just wanted to sit in it and drive off in it. It's so beautiful! I just really want the car, I have no idea what model it is, but it's so better than those sports car. HAHA. okay, I better stop babbling.
PS: my birthday is coming so maybe a Bentley car would be a perfect present? :) There was many other nice designs too, but I did not manage to take photos for all of them.
After that, Ale, Leps, Shu and I went to walk around Suntec City and we went to Toys R us and we kinda went while, we had Ice cream. waffles and chicken during the time we were out walking around in Suntec. :) we are such piggys, but it's fine. I'm really miss spending time with my closest friends and it was really great to see them after a while. I'm really happy they came along to see Garden Festival. Thanks Besties! :)
So Tomorrow, Shu is nice enough to follow me to Jon's Church (My Cousin), to go support my cousin for a concert. I have not seem him for a few months and it would be nice to go to his church to see him. :) I better remember to get something for him.
I LIKE THE BENTLEY CAR. :)
I don't know if you are busy to reply me, but you still have the time to talk to others. Thought we were close friends, now it feels like other people are more important.
I was telling Shu, Leps and Ale that I'm having second thought about going Australia, because I was thinking about it that day that if I went, I know my friendships with a lot of people would be not as close before and I don't want that to happen. :(
11:43 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I know you can hardly see the model, but that's the whole point. haha. :) if you want to see it you gotta go to Garden Fest from the 25th July - 1 Aug. :) I think everyone should go check it out, you may think you are just going to boring old plant shows but after you have enter the convention hall in Suntec, you will be blown away by the beautiful display.
Today we had another test which I think was much better than the first one but I made lots of mistakes which I'm trying not to think about, I was getting really tired during the paper because I have not been having sufficient rest and plus the long hours in school it does not make it any better.
Today we slaved over the Model just to get it done and like I was so seriously tired. I had to stick every single toothpick one by one on the bridge and I was seriously super tired, but thanks to Esther and Ebellia who helped me mark out the toothpick and helping me cut them. :)
So these days, I have been caught up with school and driving and yesterday's class was seriously -______-, I think I'm getting worst and like I can't really help it. sigh, so anyway I better get back to my work, won't be home early for a really long time, I will be at suntec from tmr all the way to Friday, and thurs is the worst of all because we have to be at Suntec at 7am.
BOO! =( okay I better get going, sigh to the max.
Oh yeah something funny that happened was that, I wrote a do not touch sign and I wrote that it belongs to SGF(Singapore Garden fest) Then I wrote KOH at the back, then at the back of the sign I wrote" To Dr Koh, We did not use your name for fun, we are just protecting our Model" HAHAHA, everyone could not stop laughing. :)
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHEN PEOPLE LAUGH, ARE THEY LAUGHING WITH ME OR AT ME. Most of the time I think they are laughing at me.
OH ANOTHER FUNNY THING HAPPENED TODAY! During the LPM test, This guy called jerome, was in class and then we started doing our test paper then he just continue to sit where he was and he thought the teacher would give him a paper but like it was already given out, so he was just waiting there.
Then my teacher was like Jerome, you have to sit where the papers are! hahaha, I could not stop laughing and Qian Yi kept laughing along with me. hahaaha, okay maybe it does not sound funny here but it was funny when it happened. :)
I feel better when you're out of my life, I hope thats a good thing.
8:36 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
When I'm alone listening to Planetshakers, I get so drawn into the presence of God. And then I read my Daily Bread and everything falls into place. The words makes sense, everything makes sense to me.
So today, it was a rather quiet day. This was the first week I did not attend YE, and it felt quite weird, I can't help but think that i'm drifting from everyone there.
Titus left for melb, I'm really happy we are a little closer than we were used to be last time, and this time when he went into the airport, I realised that I love my brother very much and I know he has changed for the better.
Anyway, I just wanted to say I miss my closest friends, I have not seem Amanda in two weeks, and I don't think I will see her for few more months. I did not see Shu for the entire week and I blame myself for being so caught up with my life I have no time for shu or anyone else. sigh
okay, I'm off to do my landscape work.
12:54 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
CRACKS ME UP. :) HOPEFULLY YOU KNOW WHICH ONE I'M REFERRING TO. HAHAHA.
Things like this makes me laugh like crap. haha! When I showed it to Ebellia, we could not stop laughing. HAHAHA. :)
11:46 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
HAPPY SWEET 19 AMANDA! :)
sorry we can't be there to celebrate this special day for you, I really hope you are adapting well there and enjoying yourself. :) You have been a great friend all my life and I will always treasure everything you have done for me.
I'm very thankful to have a friend like you because you have been there for me all the time and you always encouraged me in everything I do. You are dearly missed my best friend. Take care of yourself and promise me you will have fun there. Can't wait for December when you come back.
TALK TO YOU SOON XXL CHICKEN BUDDY. (HAHA)
10:13 AM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
HEYHO! :)
Yesterday I took my Final Theory Test and I P-A-S-S-E-D!! I was so scared because after doing all the pracs and I was waiting to go for the test I kept doubting myself, like the voices in my head were telling me, Mel what is the 4 second rule? Mel, what are anti lock brakes, Mel, when do you use the 12 second rule. And seriously speaking I was freaking out. My mind was being mixed up with all the stupid doubts. =(
So I was doing my test and like, I came to this question when I had never come across before in my entire life, like out of the 8 times I did my pracs, I have never seen that question before and like I was seriously stunnnnn. I could not answer it so I skipped it then after I finished everything then I came back to it but guess what! it did not help, I still could not answer it so I went with my gut and then I pressed end test. THOSE TWO SECONDS OF WAITING FOR THE PASS SIGN TO COME UP SEEMED FOREVERRRRR!!
THEN WHEN THE WORD PASSED CAME OUT, I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPYY. :) And I Thank God for helping me! Thanks to everyone who wished me all the best. :)
At night, I met up with Ebellia, Esther and Xue Fen to have dinner at Sakae Sushi. Oh wait, I met Ebellia first and I showed her what I got for Li En. :) Super cute, and Leps! I hope you have not seen it before. hahaha, when I saw it I had to get it for you. So after walking around, we each bought a creep, one cheesecake one and one brownie. It was quite okay it was like 6 bucks and it was not exactly huge. hahaha, after that we walked around, we were supposed to go chomp chomp but it was too late so we ended up eating Sakae Sushi.
Ebellia made me try some sushi with egg in the middle and I loved it! it was super good. HAHA, I ate like 2 plates of that sushi and like the bill was about 70 something? quite okay, since we ate so much. HAHA.
Today I woke up really early only to find out that I have a swollen eye, I looked so bad like a deformed Goldfish. =( Then I had to far east flora to take pictures for my project, spent like freaking long there because we could not find the plants and we keep walking in and out of the aircon place because the weather was seriously terrible!
HAHAHAHAHA! I JUST HAD TO DO THAT. :) Anyway, after I was done with my project thing, I paid for the tulips I bought for shu then I headed of to church, there I saw Shaunald there too, helped them take care of the kids it was pretty fun. :)
After that we went to have lunch then we decided to go home. haha. Anyway, I want to blog more but like I got to rush my project so TTYL! :)
11:26 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
I HAVE NOT BLOGGED IN AGESS. Okay maybe I have, I have not blogged a decent post for the longest time. And it's not that I don't want to is that I can't find time.
School life is seriously stressful and I know I'm not doing this alone God is helping me get through each and everyday. I have never felt so stressed before there are days I go to school and like I have no feelings for anything because there is so many things going on and I have not have a good break since maybe like now.
So anyway, just some random pictures if not this blog is going to be really boring. I will update more when my days get less hectic.
Went to Orchard Hotel with Amanda to celebrate her last few days here in Singapore. It was a pretty good dinner, the food was really good and we even saw our old dance teacher Mrs Chan. Sunday, we went to Vivo city to have dinner and ale joined us. :) I realised that I have not talked to ale for ages, and it's was a good time to catch up with her. So, these few days have been quite bad. I should not have taken up driving in my third year, it's seriously hectic and to tell you the truth I'm losing it. I'm going to lose my mind very soon. I have so many things on my hand. :(
And what makes everything harder is that Amanda left Singapore. It was really hard for me because I was really close to Amanda and she was always there for me too. I'm gald I still have Shu, Char and Rachel, I think if they left me I will have died or something. haha, nah i'm kidding, I would die but I just don't know what to do without them
This is such a beautiful dance, and everything I watch it I get so drawn into the dancing and the song.
These few days, I have been recieving really harsh words from people, and I also realised that I can't trust anyone but my best friends. Beacuse someone told me something that day and I can't believe you would do that to me, after being so nice to you, it does not mean anything to you.
God, you are the only one I need right now. :)
PS: I realised the bunny in Farrer Court is gone, I used to think that everytime I see it my day would be good, now that I don't see it anymore, you are not only not here anymore but my days are not getting any better. sighh
5:59 PM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
amanda left last night to australia.
:(
6:38 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
The more I talk to you, the more I realised that there is nothing great about you and I feel that how you portray yourself is quite disturbing. I find it hard to talk to you because we are so different.
Next week is going to be tough. =(
I'm going to miss my best friend. :(
9:16 PM
Yours Truly♥♥
Melissa Goh
7th October 1989
19+
Christian-Anglican
Youth Leader in COGS
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
HLM
Dream Job: Events Manager