I finally got a day off, but our boss was not very happy that we told the school that he was over working us. He told us that we are his staff now and that we were under HIS control and not the school's. Sigh. 6 Months to go, just hope I can last.

Anyway, I have not updated since forever but anyway here are some pictures to update you peeps about my life. HAHA. So on one of the sat Shu and I went to East Coast Park and like we freaking got lost. HAHA. So we decided to cab to ECP and then we got ourselves an Ice cream then we went to meet the YE CAPTAIN'S BALL TEAM! We got 4th overall which I think was seriously a good job. :)After the games we could not stop cam whoring and Sarah could not stop drinking the orange juice. HAHAHA. It was super funny, wanted to post up a picture if her but I promise I would not. :)After that we went to cycle only a few of us went. But before that it rained like crap and we were so so wet but after the rain stopped we went to cycle. :)After ECP Shu, Kenneth, Samuel and I had to go to syc but we went to parkway parade to have dinner. :) It was such a long bus ride to church so we decided to cab back to church and I think some people were not happy. haha
Then last sat went out with snd, leps and Fel to watch a movie Death Race, I guess it was an okay show, ending was good but like the show was bloody and vulgar. haha but the company was great. :) We went billy bombers for dinner and like I guess it was quite good food. HAHA, we order too much and like the bill was over 100. HAHA.

Before meeting them, I went to meet Shu En to do our nails and I love my nails now. :) I wanted to do rainbow nails but like I could not decide on the colours. haha. After that rushed to IDP open house to see if I can apply for aust and I applied for UQ and in oct will apply to Griffth. HAHA, I hope I can get in. Shu says she likes this photo because she can't see my face. I freaking laughed. HAHAHAHAH.So on Sunday, Shu and I FINALLY DECIDED ON A SONG TO DANCE TO. YES! HAHAHA I think we are so screwed. =p After that we cam whored like crap. HAHAHA

Nat looks so hot with my necklace. HAHA
AND I LOVE MY BUDDY. :)

So I still miss Farrer Court a lot and yeah, my room is finally complete and my house is finally coming together, when it's ready people can come over. HAHA
Alright I'm off, going to meet my school friends then syc peeps. :) I still don't like my job.

WORK IS SLAMMY FUN
THE PAY IS AWESOME!
THE WORKING HOURS ARE GREAT!
I GET TO SLACK ALL DAY IN THE OFFICE!


HOW I WISH I CAN SAY ALL OF THIS BUT NO, I'M BEING PUSHED AROUND LIKE A FREAKING SLAVE WHILE MY CLASSMATE GETS TO SIT IN THE OFFICE DOING HER PROJECT.

HOW MUCH WORST CAN THIS GET. I'M SURE IT CAN.

I told my dad I wanted to stay a day longer.
BUT, I'M SO SO GOING TO MISS FARRER COURT.

THE LOCATION
THE MEMORIES
THE FUN
THE TENNIS GAMES
THE BBQS
THE NEIGHBOURS
MY BEST FRIENDS NEAR ME. =(

I WILL TRULY TRULY MISS FARRER COURT!!

I finally feel so much closer to YE members now, it was good to talk to my closest friends and catch up on so many things and laugh at everything all over again. :) I miss it so much, we so have to go hang for dinner alright friends? :)

New York New York? haha, Charissa and Ale must so come. I will plan an outing soon once I'm done with my exams. We need to hang out again because we have not spend time together ever since forever, but we will soon. I promiseeeee.

Just when I feel closer to YE, I feel distant from school people, feels strange. Read ____ blog and I just felt the feeling like last time. But whatever. not going to let it bother me anymore.

A statement from Warner Bros. Pictures said the original November release date for "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince", the sixth movie adaptation of J.K. Rowling's books, had now been shifted to July 17, 2009.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! :(

Final Year Project Presentation

Today was the last day in school for all the projects. :) I did it! I completed all the projects now the only thing left is exams, so today was supposed to meet at 1pm so I purposely left my house at 12 3o so I won't be so early and that I could cab, so I reached school at 12 45 only to realised that everyone else was going to be late. =( so I wondered around the school to burn time and so I found a place at level 5 to stone so I waited for the rest to arrive

So ZJ and Nisa came at 1 30 plus I think and then Loy came then Victor. haha, so we were just preparing for our powerpoint and like ZJ and I were really bored so then we started playing games from http://www.games2girls.com/. HAHAHA it was so funny because we were playing then suddenly Nisa and Loy all wanted to play it too, sigh i'm such a trend setter. HAHA kidding. =p (I'M JOKING LA, SHESSHHH) so then we played all the fun games then we had to prac for our part but I did not get to prac because we were running out of time so after that we just headed up to present.

I felt so unprepared because usually I need to prapare 1 week in advance and like at the end of it, our teacher bombed us with so many questions but I guessed we managed it well because he told us that we did well, so lets hope everything goes well. okay enough talk. PICTURE TIME. :)

I love talking pictures. haha Victor, Nisa, Me, Loy, Zhi Jian. I told xue fen to continue taking candid shots because I feel those are the best to take, but obviously I kept posing for most of them. HAHAHA. I was the only one not bored. HAHAHA

haha, I think the last picture, victor was asking me if we were done cam whoring because I think I was the only one taking the picture. HAHA.

Yeah alright, I'm done blogging. Can't wait to spend more time with shu on saturday. :)

I can't stop myself. It's so hard, even I myself knows it won't work out but why can't I stop? :(

I had a really really really long and good talk with Amanda today, I realised I missed her so so much. Hearing her voice is not good enough, I just can't wait for her to come home. :( Amanda I'll send you stuff soon alright? I love you too!

Time and time again I think back and reflect about my life and yes I am thankful for certain things in life. But it's like all the major/important things they never go my way. I know, "God's Plan is not the same as yours" I keep hearing that, over and over again. But it does not tell me WHY IS MY LIFE ALWAYS FILLED WITH THINGS THAT I CAN'T STAND?!

I know your would say, oh it will make me stronger blah blah blah, but seriously speaking there is not much of a great impact. I'm so torned up inside because nothing I want goes my way. Ernest told me that day saying that he never gets what he wants. I know exactly how that feels, I know what it means by you are so close but yet so far. I'm like a kid with it's favourite toy but it just got taken away from me.

Today was the same feeling as the day I got my PSLE when I found out I will not be going to SCGS, this time my attachment company got changed. =( and i'm truly hurt, confused annoyed and I can seriously just jump off my block. why does this always happen to me, why do you give me something and before it starts you take it away from me? why?!

I hate it. I totally broke down in school because of how much anger I have in me. I just want to run away and never come back.

Today I spoke about friendships in YE and I felt that I was not prepared, I was to busy with everything and like I hardly had time to do anything. But I manage to finish it up and hopefully everyone brought something home with them to apply to their lives.

I know I have to apply more of the accepting others and forgiving others. I need to buck up with my friendships in order to keep them functioning well to last. :)

To Shu,

I love you very much and yes it's true that we might have drifted a bit but I feel that this is like a test to see if we can stick together and I'm 100% sure we will be able to, we have been though ups and down but we got through them, so this is just like any other and I know God would not want us apart and I want you to know I treasure you a lot and you mean a lot to me. You have always been the friend that was there for me supporting me and helping me and I will never want anything to happen to our friendship. I love you as much as I love Daniel Radcliffe. :) Will talk to you soon bestie. :)

Yesterday was the latest I stayed in school, and I'm serious when I say latest. I ended school at 10pm. Yes 10PM! And school started at 10am, can you imagine how tired I was after we were set free from the room.

So yesterday was the Landscape Design presentation for our individual section and yes I was super scared because when I saw the order, I was like second after the best of the best in my group and like this time around I was not ready, even I knew I was not ready. I went in quite unprepared and I was literally freaking out. I have never felt like this before but I just had to pull it together and get through it. Pictures are Soo Hoon, Ebellia, Esther :)
I was hit with certain questions which I wished I had answered better but I'm glad it was over. We had a super long break from 12-5. But we did not leave school because everyone was still rushing their work. so we only left school at like 4 15? and like we had to back at 5pm, everything went super wrong in the printing shop, words were missing, pictures were gone, dimensions were all over the place. I was like freaking out, but like gave up after that because we were seriously late to get back to school.

So after that the presentation went on again and like it went on and on and on and the time just passed like crazy and soon enough it was like 7 30, then 8 30, then 9 and like omg, the presentation was still not done then at 9 45 everything ended and by the time everyone packed up and went off it was like 10pm, even all the night classes ended too. sigh But during the time waiting for it to be over we went outside to cool down because the air con got turned off in the room so it was super hot! so we went out to cam whore haha, freaking fun jumping around and all and like I was rather foolish to be jumping because in the morning I fell and I sprained my ankle yet again, and it's the same ankle. so this morning when I woke up it hurt so bad and I could hardly move it. sigh, sometimes I have to be more concern for myself.

Yeah, so after that Ebellia, Esther, Xue Fen and I went to Holland V to have dinner because we did not eat much the entire day because we were all locked up in the room with no air, the classroom is beginning to sound more and more like a jail cell. haha, so we went Holland v to have crystal jade and it was yummy, maybe because we all were super hungry. After that we went to cold rock and I finally get to use the receipts to get free toppings! then it was like 11 something already I think, then we all headed home.

So today is National Day, well happy birthday Singapore. Today was the most boring, lonely day ever. But whatever I can't wait to start attachment. Was supposed to go Sentosa but like my ankle seriously hurts. boo, and I had to prepare for my talk tmr so I guess everything fell in place.

Exams are in 2 weeks and it's supposed to be study week next week BUT, you know teachers, and how much they love you to go back to have revision so I have classes on Monday, Wed and Maybe Friday. :( But yesterday was officially the last day of school which was quite sad because I feel this was the best year than the other 2 years in poly because we got to meet new people and got closer to our old classmates.

So if I have the time, I'm going to plan a BBQ for my school friends, if my work is not too time consuming, after I move house and get settled in and have the time, I will throw a party. :) haha

867-5309. :)

I'm in love with the song crush by David Archuleta. :)

Do you ever think when you are alone?

The pass 8 months this year has been one of the most crazy, hectic months ever. It was the first time I was placed with so many things to do and this time around it was not church commitments but from school.

I have never been given 9 modules in half a semester before in my life, it has been seriously crazy and the worst thing is that it's not over yet. I only made it through halfway, there are projects, test and exams not completed yet.

In this 8 months too, I feel that I have drifted from the closest people in my life. My best friend Amanda left and personally it was not easy and it's still not easy now because I can't tell her so many things and show them to her because she's so far away. And Amanda leaving kind of made me feel very empty like something important to me was missing and people keep asking me if I miss her, OF COURSE I do, how can not miss my best friend? If Shu En left me today I think I would most likely loose it, and I would be a loner forever.

I also feel that I drifted from Daryl and Shaunald, my two closest friends in YE, I could not even plan FOP this year because of school and like I miss Dragon Boating and all that's why I feel that some of our bonds were broken because I could not make time for all these activities. It's not that I did not want to take part in it but it's just because I really had to get the grades in order to make it to Australia.

And yes, I know I have said I'm having second thoughts about leaving Singapore because everything I know and have is here and I would have to start from scratch again if I do get into Australia, but you know what? I'm not going to regret my decision, if God wants me to go to Australia then I would go. And to Paul, I'm not against you or anything but what you told me on Sunday was seriously very hurtful about me regretting going to Australia, How can you even say that to me? aren't friends supposed to support each other? like I know my life so far was filled with regrets and all but this time around me going to Australia I have a very strong feeling about it. But whatever it is, I'm going to forget what you said and never speak about it again.

The whole point of me blogging this was to let all you people know that if I have become more anti social or not enthu about stuff it's because I really want to make the grades and go to Overseas. Yup. well I hope everyone understands. I need moral support and not negative remarks about things.

Some of those stupid Bukit Batok Driving tecahers are seriously really annoying! Like why should we get scolded for turning out late or not knowing how to certain things. Aren't we going there to learn?

They should seriously print the sign:
BIGGER!!! like seriously, they are being paid for scolding us and then at the end of it I don't even learn anything, like sheesh man.

I felt like I just wasted my dad's money today by not getting anything because I a terrible teacher today! WASTED TRIP!