I realised that I'm not treasuring my family and friends enough. I have not been happy in a very very long time. I'm still holding on to something for the longest time and I refuse to let go of it. This year has been really tough and stressful.

It's hard to see my aunt not well, it's hard to see Amanda going off to Aust, It's hard to see myself drifting from lots of people. I really miss hanging out with my friends from church and school. I'm going to be alone for the next 2 weeks. Parents flying off, maybe it's a good time for me to reflect and be alone. But then again, I don't know.

Now what is most important is getting through this tough IAP. and hopefully I can get a decent grade so I can get into UQ and hopefully I'll be on the right path.