Hello Everyone!

I have not been updating my blog in ages, Internet here is very expensive. Or maybe it's just my apartment. haha

I have been meeting a lot of people and it has been really great so far. Everyone has been so friendly and all and it's good to know that they went through/going though what I am experiencing now so there is lot of support and all. :)

When I'm here, I can see very clearly that I need to improve so many areas in my life. They really do their very best in leading a christian life and to me I have not, when I go back and look and what I do/have done and all. It's really nothing christian like, I know I have to change, and I will! slowly but surely. :)

The cell group is also awesome because they bring me to soooooo many places here which I think if I were to walk around myself I would have never knew that place existed. haha :) But yeah, so far it's getting better. Just at times I really miss home, my family and friends. really miss them a lot. it's very hard to not see them. sigh =(

but yeah, school is finally starting next week. I'm half scared half excited! shall see how it goes. :)

I just watched Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince! I have to say, I did enjoy it because it was really funny, but I expected it to be darker and maybe longer. hahaha maybe I just wanted to watch more of Daniel Radcliffe, he was quite funny in the film, and so was Ron!

I was quite disappointed with the content because it did not add quite a lot of things from the book. But it was still alright. :) Thought the ending was quite random though. HAHAHA but yeah. I would watch it again. :) Once a fan, Always a Fan! woots! :) will do anything to support the film and Daniel Radcliffe! :) :) :) :)

Daniel Radcliffe was soo good, cute and funny! Woots!

HELLO! okay, as I promised I would blog. I think it will just be words because I don't really want to take out my hard disc and upload stuff. haha

So it has been about 1 week since I have been here, and I have to thank so many people who have helped me feel a little more comfortable. :)

As you know right now, I only have one friend who is Kim who has been so awesome and nice to me. She has been all friendly and supportive which I really need, everyone came overseas with a friend and I don't really have any.

So Kim brought me to her life group yesterday night, I have to admit I was very scared because I don't really know them and they knew everyone there. So it was quite hard for me try to act normal. haha when I don't really know people I tend to draw myself back. I'm super different when I'm comfortable in my surrounding. haha. =p

So her life group was pretty open and not shy to testify about their faith which I think was super good. it's something different and they have so much passion and fire for God which is really wonderful to see.

After that Kim and her Life group brought me to sunny bank, it's like where all the Chinese people hang out. quite funny! but I think in aussie, everything is so overpriced it's really hard to try to save money and you can't HAHAHA =p

Today, I went for lunch with another bunch of girls from another life group, my dad's friends. they are really nice and friendly and they taught me like a lot of things which was quite good.

Anyway, my brother is going to church, when he just told me that, I feel so happy for him and I think he is doing so well, he got like 90 and above for all his subjects. great! now I have to get the same as him or do even better. HAHAA

so yeah, I have to say. I MISS SINGAPORE!!! I MISS THE FOOD, PEOPLE AND MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. =( I feel like eating the carrot cake from zion road again. HAHA =p sigh. lucky I got to eat it with shu, char, cass and joyce before I left. :)

and I also want to thank everyone for all the wonderful letters that was given to me. I enjoyed reading every single one of it.

Babe! I love the storybook you did for me, it was a joy to read. love it!
Ale! I loved the video you made for me. I watched it again last night and I could not stop laughing. HAHAHAHAHA I BOOK YOU FOR TWILIGHT 2 OKAY! =P
I just loved everything! I think when I keep them next time, I would need a bigger letterbox at home because every letter I received form anyone goes into that box. I have letters from people when I was in primary school and all. :) MISS YOU ALL! TAKE CARE OKAY? LOVE LOVE!

in aussie they would say, cheers! SO CHEERS!

HEY HO EVERYONE!!

I GOT MY CONNECTION UP ALREADY! :) AND MY ROOMMATE IS A CHRISTIAN TO THANK GOD FOR THAT TOO.

I WILL BE WRITING LETTERS TO YOUR SOON.

:)

MISSING ALL OF YOU ALREADY!!!!

If you look at the time now, it Saturday... which means I'm leaving tmr. I can't believe this I really can't. It's something I'm really looking to but at the same time leaving is tough. I just have so many things going on that it never really had the time to hit me that I'm leaving on the 5th.

There is so many things I want to say to you.
but it's too late.
I miss what we had
but now I'm so sure nothing can ever go back to what it used to be

I could cry right now. But I'll be strong.