If you look at the time now, it Saturday... which means I'm leaving tmr. I can't believe this I really can't. It's something I'm really looking to but at the same time leaving is tough. I just have so many things going on that it never really had the time to hit me that I'm leaving on the 5th.

There is so many things I want to say to you.
but it's too late.
I miss what we had
but now I'm so sure nothing can ever go back to what it used to be

I could cry right now. But I'll be strong.